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no i am in estonis

😃 You had the picture with You. Where in Germany are You?

Philip: Danke für Das kombliment

fearry

explained to him, that it is form a ferry women

Not much, that i am in Karuse and the picture You made is in hes room now (that after i mooving around in world, living in streets ower years and much more.. i still got the picture you give to me)

yeah, after 4 years you should speak or understand at least language. your right!
Tell him: Gruesse aus Finnland und das bild ist nett.

what did you wrote in estonian?

what do i aswer to Philip, for what he wrote to you in germany ?

oh, then that is OK
i was thinking You live in Estonia

No, he is a fin. I live now for 4 years already in Finland. I speak finish, but forgot so all estonian...

You are in relationship now, is he estonian ?

What You mean, you not do?

Sorry!

I do not anything any more. Ok really little.

oh, i think you so long connected to estonia, that for sure by nosw you should know basic

hei Margus!I do not understand estonia Margus. Are You in Germany? How Are You doing?ja Hi Philip!

Karusel oleme, tule ka klla ku isaad

Hallo Ich bin pilip ich bin auf dem foto

tal paar sona sulle ka:

saksamaalt

Tsauky, Kas seda pilti mäletad?

Ta mu hoolealune, panime tema tuppa

what kind of women com it was ?

it was here dark as well.. i jsut made some fire wood in early moring and went to pick some apples... now is semy light alredy

the selfish philosophy of "geting along alone.. handling alone.. making self feel useless and weak... because we wanna change ourself... but alone we only have one point of view to look .. where to change.. but you need two, in SAME good dream, to get going..

but these aliens have tied this "chnage urself..." ideology to nearly EVERY level in around the web in SO Many ways.. that it is like bad web around us... sticky web... around our minds..
where all gets seperated by that philosophy..

as only this is how it gets better, fastest, if all agree on it, who know how tio make better, and almost every one, anyone knows soethings how to make better in some plase.. and if they trust others to guuide them.. when they are correcting wrong things... this is fast learning... not just meditatng alone in ou r own head and..

i wish people wold get ower it, woudl wake up, and would start to change others

(sorry)

but this is most famos communist alien virus philosophy they share in these days in EVEYWHERE; that "first you ave to change urself" .. pla pla...i have heard that in million times

its so easy and does not take any curadge, or effort to much.. to "change ourself" becouse.. then it is only ourself we have to face... but not the real people..

but to change us we have to learn and trust, that others want them to chnage .... to be changed by u , to better

yes and remeber, ad the "changing us" starts from the will and desire and curadge to chnage others who You see around you, who can help you better or who can help others beter, but they wont, becouse their selfish additude only to deal wioth them self..

Beeing again single and living now in a woman community. It is a beautiful place and deep going woman's.. still in Finland...

I will margus. Sorry...I just waked up..lieing still in bed..its dark here in north! And actually I wanted to write to you too... Cupple of days, I had a dream, we meet there.. So I guess it s write, we people at all, have so much things to do, senceless or sencefull like going to work or studing something bad or nice, that we haven't time for each other ... That's sad, isn't it... If we want change this world, we have first to change us!my life has changed now al lot..

but it is personal as well... so yeah, in some other times at least, tell me that u wii write some time in future longer

do not take persnally, it seems to be really common trend in last years

just ignore even what i say what makes little sens, and tell me what you say, long, time by time.. it is strange to me when people who almoust are willing to share bed are not finding time years later to share their life

how come this is all that you are able to produce for an answer :D

all right

make.. umm world better, n but anyway, gotta go now, had to post something, but

but can resto of the world also, realise what we say, when we understand how can we make

this is really, rather is thinked to world wide, not just a bit for ju . m,a maybe

so much that they wanna go away

wht some people pretend and blame others gor being not real

okey, do ju need me to write it on correct spellng or can u pick u up emotion and vison bit?

beautifuk, do ju also vanna this 64 mb muusic i got, pictures vill astart to run inside later, right now the

it was yesterday, right?

well, Happy Birthday to YOU ;)!

i am tired. i need holidays :)-. they will come soon. my new "buisness":) is working quite good. and i am mostly happy. how are you doing?

How has been?

oh, am just felt a bit like that, u know me : )

and then the machine world and other worlds .. perhaps will collect up these times.. and our thinking's and sayings about ... and we can be .. maybe blackmailed later on about it.. who knows..

it might still be that they can trick our self to some other virtual world where all seems possible.. but we might only have one real body. or human bodies we use.. and if we lack love and appropriation for our body fully, as something supper great,, as it is given to you personally.. trusted.. then .. make sure to be fully grateful to god to give you this gift and world to use.
Use.. for what you yourself want and for that also what world needs

but you do that anyway , good to a world with no asking.. just make sure... to keep away from all these things of this world.. that are ONLY made for that reason.. to get us in to trap or to make bad to us.. .. some guidance that written down long time ago are for our own protection from these kinds we do not even want to imagine exists.

u know, my thinking

and always count in to one.. how many times per year.. you have been helped "by this world"
of what you use.. are You live in pure nature, of god only..
or are u using electricity sometimes. or cars.. or sometimes buy food from shops ?

This is all DEEP usage, and interest "of this world"

including clothing, that are made of this world.. not from nature directly, without machines, as old times.. and as they still available..

basically if we wearing anything or using anything that is of machine world.. then we still can be thankful.. and if we actually really really need at some times these machine and western world things.. but same time say "we do not need" but actually we Do... even just a pen.. then we not honest with a world and our self

eg what you wanted to say, that's alright

but i know what u mean

every love that breaks breaks the whole of creation, and if big people divorce then that makes a lot of smaller ones as well...
as love is "of this world" anyway you know, u fearry u :p

how come you not care if some person gets divorce.. love in universal

I will. Wow, i see i am not onterested in these world..again. I do not care if german or finish presisdent gets divorse. But sorry i even do not remember estoinian one. Bad memories.

from his wife

our president diverses : (

Great : )

send me messages anyway when u orae on soil.

With hitch hicking your right. And you need to swimm about the sea a bit. its ok. I do not know if we stay alive. I hope so, but in case not there is a after i am sure... Where and however it will be. I can not hide, that i am at some time get,depressed of these world. I get at least a bit money every month. But for that i have to aceppt some rules and play a game. Of study a profession,although this game makes everybody crazy. Lets see what happen. Indeed you where some weeks ago in my mind in a dream. Old times came up. Cu

well, we stay alive , will still be seeing some other days
but just good to know ur around and keep me on mind

and am to little on tune of in a movements .. for life right now to end up risking that, even for meeting almoust anyone

well,
i know "you do not need to money"

but if you are a boy then it is many times harder usuallt, about 5-7 times at least harder to get free ride : )

I know. You not need money for traveling. I sometimes like to go back on travel again

well, am not been having contact with any money for many years, have had no real urge for it

❤:)

Ok.your mothers husband place? do not worry. But its than better to meet another time if i have more time.. Or anyway... Welcome in our place in finish forrest!

fm tallin to here is about 100 km

No it is another direction-dimension, not to Taru direction.
And as am my self sqoting my parents huspand place then my self can not really host anyone extra (they not hyppy people but old estonia-soviet mind)

Hi!sounds good :).Is it the direction to Tartu?we want go there on Thursday. So we could come on wednesday. I understand you.Could we stay there on floor bed or something like that for one night?how much it takes to there from Tallinn?

BUt my self will nto have resources to come to City..

Yes it is time to meet : )
I am on country side, middle of estonia (train about few euros and it comes near me + bus , total less then 5 euros)

:) How is lifes doing? I will be with Risto in Tallinn next Saturday (or already Wednesday.. the ship is arriving then..) ...Are you in town? I think its time to meet again. ;) ..

:)

hey!Kiitos..ehm aithä!how you see finish is all time in my mind... yeah after almost 2 years now i would say am learnig this language much more better to understand and sprak than estonian. sadly, coz now i forget mostly your mother tong. old guestion what is norml, and when atre we that?;) ferrys sounds nice :)! maybe i am in the moment more happy than ever before. I found a "ihana"(wonderful, nice) home, nice beeings around me, and i can finally do my arts and get chances to show it and sell a bit at least. and feel development in this. and of course this changes faces and moods. to feel all is right. and ia happy also to read your message and to now your back in your homecountry ;). cu!

or with nice looking people to keep it normal.

actually really great to see your email.

Your picture is nice, you are even more nice looking then ever

or maybe its just really good picture and you are normal as usual : ))

Am in Estonia now... just come from woods... with ferryes

alice in wonder-dream- land

creative work in and for society.. take care! peace, :) carmen

Hei! How are you doing? stii iin London? i am living, expericince life and mooods and going now in woods for some days. after i am studing a new "profession".. textil design... well, and you know i am looking forward thiS and kr+

will try to learn from the best

this is the thing in world..
doing this people get millions of views... hmm... for sure there must be reason for that why people who do something more interesting can get 100 thousand only..

but yea, he is good! :P

whoo epic beard :D

check this viedeo out! its fun.. this guy is living from making this videos.

huggs. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PV06M-Gqxgg

Huggs!

time is over-have to go. see you! huges

not yet.

you have pic with glasses?

luckily

i neyer wanted were some... well life change:)

hehehe @ glasses...
lucky : )

life still same in most arias,

hi! long time i did not answer. sorry i don t have a cam. how is live going? i got justy glasses and see the world now through them-and suddenly all is so clear:). take care and greetings from finland! carmen

"...Just to keep us warm
It's slowly getting colder.."

"..He can change what it's been before
It's erased and you can't restore..."

"..All the people that matter
They don't move me no more
You don't move me no more
And you're no longer mine.."

there is some good points in this song...and kreepy one is about cold... but me still thinks, feels we need to keep past, letters and people ..

2 hors update whit no usage of pc main time.. no idea what mic thinks :p

but yea, was about to send this song to you before windows restarted to update http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmT1QTCIa9I#t=1m20

We will warm up people with no time!

You have cam un ur pic ? : )
click for me as well.. : )

(am keep tryng to match these two pictures so they would for a heart but something keeps flipping one of them other way around :D )

(Y)

i would huge you for sure, if i could! finland is also a could world-or maybe we life in- shy, silence people, here i am.... people want go their way... and we, we too... keep breathing and smiling!

... and yeah, have not been so easy to find anybody over a year even to hug ..
there was perhaps one or two people who was able to hug for few hours..
but still, not a proper way... so have been lived in a bit cold world for now..
where is not so easy to keep meaning alive

(: put perhaps is a must

how did me end up like that... and why
well.. not sure jet

can be right now for a while with one nice Polish friend
but she needs as well her own space time be time... on random times

well.. me hoping also to be in house.. but can not know right now, as still a bit unstable situation

street?

how you will spend christmas? hopefully not on strett?

no comment. you are free sure you find souls to share bed, and life. ;)

..but someone to be with in bed... is even more needed

true : )

take care!we need some days a place to stay an make roods.... believe me. and time to time a bed sounds really good, we need sometimes luxus.

well, still in UK,
You know, in some sense was figuring does not matter where i am considering what we do.. but still.. would like my own flesh mother cared soil.
often living on streets now.. but luckily found one person from London who can host me time by time and can get wash and net and share mind and get smarter about makers of us etc

Well.. but as if you know me.. then there is not a lot of add right now as doing still same..

Hei Margus! How and where are you?;) i heard you were long time in london. i am still in finland. live is nice, mostly. make art and learn finish and balettia and laulaminen. what about you?

Year has been happy, how has been yours ?
Where are you about ?

you too! and happy new year!

:*

(runnind downstairs now.. but will e back l;ater)

Happy holy days :)

I do not know, words, unnecessary, hard to find also sometimes... i great you lovley wherever you are. How are you doing? ...in champhill, in germany i had hard times. here in suomi i try to find my own way again, back to center, pieces of soul need to be fixed. and the 21.come soon;),if something will happen,and it do at least inside, than it will be wonderful... my reality is doing boring jobs, try to learn even from them and study this language. from mystical metsasse, Carmen

and.. hmm.. actualy did not get to much of and picture about it all .. how what happened... ur so shy talkng about some things so often.. and i do not even know about waht i was right... and it does even not matter... just want u to be allright... and would love to hold you , as well

.. but woder.. what about the village, how was there ?

perhaps i can help.. or comfort.. or just.. make my mind more cal to know what is what is.. have not used to pray to much for othr peoplem just used meditation.. in large scale.. but who knows.. what will work still, in this magical world

please.. what is in ur mind..

but tell me

(all the things u see as bad.. and u know ur done bad.. well.. belive me.. their not Really as bad as the things im lookin.. when im looking the bad..)

mostly because ur good

and whatever it was.. i saw in most, truth in u, really high levels truth.. that i was pertty sure.. u know ur self... in your soul kind of level.. ur kind of like natural drug in really positive sense of word... and u seem so dender at some things...
.. so perhaps im wrried about to much about u.. as seeing this world.. is hars on people like u

i mean, it is easy... but not if there is so much around and we need to choose.. and there is stres... and people who are so crazy they even do not know they are... they think their alright... well.. these people drive me grazy sometimes kind of

there is SO much around

its alright, its not easy to belive at first

but if u say it,... its still cute.. so its good as well : )

maybe you was right in some things... and i did not want believe.... but thats live...

still, love to hold u, and really really really.. love ur eyes.. and... tellu all these words u bing up whenur around : )

even if ur german bioengeneried spiritual higer dimentsion alien controlled spy from third reich programs :P

as sory is part of me anyway.. so .. i take.. u as all good, always

sure ... most likelly u would feel better after cuddling some nights :)

at some days one here cares a little of what word im telling... at times.. its so important that can not spell any words at all.

dont be.. with me. no need

alright : )

Maaria knows my numbers bdw

no worryes Carmen

sorry

cu!

not able to write or talk now.

me too.feel not so giood. thatas the reson i want to visit you. maybe i change plans and maybe i come later to tallinn in october.. be hurry here like always right now..

u know, all can be talked..

no worryes.. write what is in ur mind..

and i do not feel so wonderful... that we was not able to surf on the spiritual waves as much we could.. but hy. im evolving by day by day :p

'no 5 euro, the travel in here, living is free ofcorse, girl

will turn on in coming days.. but i needed can give my brothers numers.. if u plan to travel around me in upcming days

well,m my phone is a bit out now

5 euro?to life there? i have my home..in traveling or in turku or in saska... well not sure also when i start to come... be in finland still... but i have your number?we will see

:)

i would

it costs like.. 5 euros to come here, if ya would liek : )

in here .. picking wild strawberries... in woods.. its great.. i mean, bear by house.. there is lots

but how come mad, why mad ?

thats a bit sad... that u now when u wanna come.. im not there

but can not be to sure

will be in.. some near days most likelly

not there

..nope

coming to tallinn before going back to saksamaa in next ...days... are you in tallinn?thinking aabout visit you.

hi. i am more mad beeing right now.

hi my spiritual being

hi!how are you doing in forest:)?

Thank you :)

hi!nice new picture!it i you;)???
i lived for the last two weeks in tallinn, maybe you now from maarja. i met her yesterday. i hope you fine! my fears brought me in other demensions, direction. but i thought often to call you. well, i will come back one day to tallinn. now i am in helsinki, going to turku, planning to stay there for longer time. by nice people... be kind of sad, to run away...thats me.enjoy your life in the woods!

hi!how you are doing?he was very slowly, but now it is fine...another friend change that heavy security program. but thanks... i will be tomorrow in tallinn. but live a kind of time at other place...to heal things... i need new programs in my brain and heart. will let you no if i am want to visit you next to forrest.

How it went? :)

After scan i recccomend to turn off the new antivirus program as it might on your computer configuration slow it down... besides, computer was prety well kept so no need to run so heavi securty programs for now


did it wind anything when it was scanning ?

ok.stay for a while online.

greetings!

is she also there?

she installed some version of linux here that sometimes gets a bit slow.. need to work on that a bit

i will do one stuff first, so i can get maria laptop faster'

grat

found some cool people with there, some with similary ideas as i have had in mind long time

bdw we was in a teeme ära place where we was able to meet peoplewith great ideas..

i mean minute .P

cool one sec

i need yours too.

my copmuter also is slow. my id:595538094,6216

i run it without install.

but lets see

'

the computer here turned to really slow

ok i will install.

i eated too much.and want get of from poison and weight..so it is the opposite. i could bring you some. next week i am of sure in tallinn...

u can install also, its easy .. next next agree, ful laccess.... but u can just run it also and i should be abel to access

actusaly when u download it and open, then it should usk... run it or install

got some food from brothers and siter and fater, for few days and .. well.. can survive a week i belive, this is like gooood week for me . )

where i find this id and password?

same with food for me

well

here in tartu..struggle with food, with me, with future, enjoy, hate, enjoy time.

;)

last house in city before woods in this corner

nice woods near by

near in woods...

its great place there'

u should wisit me as soon as possible

well

i have no plan from computers. and in afraid mood..well want be outside in space, in nature, not here sitting at all...it is good that you feel good there.will visist you one day.

thank you...but what id and password, wher please is that?maybe we should let it...

then give me the ID and password it generates

openyou can download that nad click run

ok.its crazy, but i hope you do not do it every day now!

adspy/adspy.Gen2

i can come to your computer and see what is going on if you want to '

living in new house is great, just need to get sealing for 2 rooms and heating for winter... as house lack of it right now

what you can connect with that malware??how i can delete??

but i can pinpoint you to some anti spyware programs that can remove stuff... but what antivirus u have now?

just scanning some headlines same time...

no other chat open

on weriting

Yes but i can see you well,

writing is easier than speaking.

and how is living know in you new house?

hm,found a virus yeasterday and do not know to delete it, its in antivirus quartante now. maybe you can help?

i also didn't eat sugar for ..ehm 1 week. wanted to try became a roh food eater.

sorry. running in my circles..and of cource i was thinking about you.

a bit sick ... not sure if it becouse i eat sugar ower long time or i get cold yesterday, or combination

how are you?

Nothing much to say... just telling hello : )

hi tsau!

Huggs : )

(K)

wow pencil good thing;),alternative.would be glad to read! i am back in other (of that many) reality and felt that this weekend i want to be here in tartu village.(have to work with all was coming rom oustside to me,also from you in tallinn).all is moving, changing, relatationships, people, earth and sky... no standing still. growing in hearts. niii, kallipai! time is illusion. rather can't say at the moment when i will come back. or want meet. suur
hug!

I totally smilingl Darling - ofcourse i would have prefered when you stay one more day but it all worked out great also, so i can smile :)

I cant write longer, as not on my pc. but will write perhaps something more with pencil..

kalliKallikallikalli!

Hey, i quess you will have a lot work with reading;). actually only this one is important!;) i am here in Riia, sitting since two hours in a coffee, mailing, feeling me strange, and home-bcause all remember me to german cities (berlin)and also the languages seems quiet simelar... but otherhands i feel me like a lonly alien. And like i wrote in the hundred sms, i understand already i car that i want share with you this day, this sunset, this cold and citym and time. I tried to understand, why i was so panically against, my own idea, that you can come with me... i seems to like to say now for beeing with someone, afraid, an no to changings. but i need changes and development!a yes to people and spontanous situations, yes to this live!
oh i was so angry about my self the whol trip, nearly crying...and i understand, how great you are, how much you care, and how much i love this actually! I am so schizo.. at leat i understand all this now. Sitting here, beeing not sad but not lucking. accept my wieird deciision.saying sorry, and thank you to you! for all what you give and i learn. and this night. i am not tired at all. i now also now that i feel after this weekend more to you. and this makes all complicated in my head. and:i had yesterday phantasies that you come with me to riia and village!i want it, but some -inner force-sabotage! iits so weird. i dream now you are here with me. wow, hope you not so angry like i am of me! want see you so fast like possible. next weekend? so much, to read for the sexy wise man. kallipai

http://youtu.be/34I7LZwQdes

hi, wanna e-mail you, but which site?waffad@gmail.com-..calling would be also bright idea, but quess i wouldn#t get some sentences out.. so meeting? what did you do on saturday? interesting thoughts coming to my mobil, but i was a bit of confuesd,..where you was traveling? why/what 33?other site was really happy that you wrote-excatly in this time-where i was in deep conection with 2 nice people from voru!we hug and was flying in sky, stiina and hindrek...watching alex grey movies before... amazing i had never this experience-this room was full energy of hugging and seeing each other as loving beeings, this wasn't sexual love, it was a pure higher connection from souls and maked so happy!... yes,i love them too. we are all connected if we aware about. but where's the difference?is there any? it should not.no back in village reality, feeling lonly. but my heart is beating all the time, i am alive. the time runs fast. I am thinking much about your messages, you already a part of me and your flat. But i also feel, that i miss some to feel strong. My mind ask what do you will espected when i come to your place to life. It is hard for me to can imagine to stay for month or years with you...still... But, it would be simelar with every other male beeing... and wow, one year on the same place seems always so hard,like prison!but then, it seemed running so fast the time... but i wanted be honest-try to express was going on in my head. otherhands, my feelings and crazy mood see me living at your place. For me it would be mean more to live with you as brother and friend, in community. There is something missing to be a love relationship... or fears are between... i don't want to make you wrong hopes! how is maiken doing?... i need connections through feelings, like also conections in iedas and one shared REALITY..this maybe the hardest thing between humans..but this is love! real deep love!..i think from what i can learning, from many things. last weeks i did some experience;)with my self. loving myself...no other beeing can to like this own soul in that body... well, champhill, work, i quess i need to work with my hands,and "mental disabled" people are like children great teachers... however the champhill is a very strict religious place.. so it feels i have to part myself.. i am so unsure about tomorrow. but i only can decide if i am there working and if iam visit you. was one dark moment even thinking i should stop contact with you. its could be to dangerous..you confused my way of thinking,believing and beeing:)really!..(paranoid or reason beeing,) ;)..i am going crazy... feelings to L.went less, we did'nt meet us.. i head a dream last days (will tell you later if you interested).there i understand i need to make decisions (to which man i "belong" ,means to who i make me nacked;)) well,we was lying nacked together and L.was in same room cooking.....my father was also in the same dream-really interesting things happen there in subconsious..i hope we can go deeper in feelings, you and me. away from head.thats what i quess to know right now.kallipai Carmen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE0sDm5ba-4&feature=related

"the base of our beeings is love"this artist is very interesting.yes he got visons from dmt.... ...i just in tartu, had a great meeting in voru. will write more later. Free Hugs,kisses Carmen

www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEBtG6ypmCw&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08R8tgvXa7o

did you got my lightmessage?

auf wiedersehen. näeme.

;)tsau

my sweet angel ferry!

warm huggs

only,less last words..iam not sure at all...what i want... travel or nature,community hunger is also in me... green line. should go out internet!see you!sweet dreams!and warm hugs!

(:

open for the whole world...and first my inner. the mirrow of all others and yours.

in februar i am free...

lets see and meet.

to

me ;)

the ofen;)?

and heating *

;)i am believe you.but i like to understand you!oh..i was just today dreaming live and working in your place..drawing pictures, traveling concessnes and healing...

just want to say, that as you know.. it would be your home also, and take it easy, with no rituals what is apropriate and what is not... and that i am in my own world maybe also alot... sometimes maybe not talking days - all that is alright and does not mean anything bad, thats what i wanted to say

:D

you can be sure about it

me to

oh dear dearling, i somtetimes can't follow your mind!

but yeah, just want you to know that all here would be yours also

newermind the people :P

was chatting with laura in flat,sorry.

ppl say?

i have this idea too and question how it would works too! but internet not good way to ask this;). we can try for week,weeks...i don't now. i need to do something. champhill idea is also very alive. will go there for a week.

- there should always bee some ppl say

but's

but i have thinked aout not jet tButs

i have been thinking about that time by time... and i still like this idea

.. and tell me.. would you love to live with me for any longer period of time then few days ? :)

food -
i will go and make some food

... what he animals want...

;)the animal want.

:)

but..i wil wait u for sure, would love to hold you, talk to you, bite you if needed :P

no witch things please;)!send it back to heaven

no needs,your right!lets meet. gice it back to me;)?

i still have not figured out what to do with you hair :P

would need some skype like envorement and better computer to make it more comfy and home like

this computer talk actually not so perfect

so much to use in this contects, cant express why

but i do not like the word 'need'

to spread love, more :)

but in a happy way :)

actually in english.... this word is so limited in some ways...

I think i need maybe passion... loving... caring... holding... cuddeling...

i know i do, for sure

yes we do

aww :)

i read more books without internet;). we need love, you and me end this world

so its good

well, actually i have been writing, bit more then in interent times

OK:BETTER THAN NOTHING: will coming one day.

just using it temorally

not really

HAVE YOU ALWAYS INTERNET NOW?

this place needs every kind of character. MANY COLLORS HAS THE RAINBOW:

know i;)?now i know. this weekend i have other plans...good bye party of tony...but weekend after i have now plans;)...learn from you also if we don't see us.

well, you are what is needed there i think

i look very weeird;)at least in this viedeo...you understand me now, the both others are so different... i like them,but don't well conversations.

but i am here now

Heey,i just entered out from internet almoust,

tsau!

& you are beautiful as always :)

... come visist time by time... you know i am waiting :)

Aww
Nice video

the place i live, me in strange telling ways... oh i am not from this planet!and you? my jesus?sexy man, i miss you sometimes.

http://youtu.be/SmVt_upE_m4

kallipai!

Greets
(: Will get internet in these days, will let you know ... as of now.
Huggs :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPuU-iTIFoI&feature=related...quess you like that song and music too!hugs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=au5sadJFSYk&ob=av2n

air alpha beta gaga, funny song...

you lost phone:)? how was night?without me;)?i am in tallinn right know;)!trying to come to yours place around 19:00 ,throwing snowballs on the window...arlright?..all would be great to see you again!;)

You cant' call me babe, sms :)

To bad you are not here today... there should great going on, i will go and take look if people in party share my mood :)

hehe just read,a answer from you (yah it seems sometimes i don*t see): "arrgh, no words about can i come or not!"so i will come tomorrow visiting you. try to call you then. kallipai!

ok hard ro conect you with phone.. I understand that i wish me a answer if you like that i am come...interesting... I meet tomorrow another volunteer- Is in evening the door open for me?Feel its time too see us again!what ever happen.What do you think ?like more to meet personal and to feel, then here...like maybe the idea of a session;)!...want be a flowing river... Carmen

you catched me.. you know me, a part others don't get to know so fast... you are crazy too!.. and I miss you. like you, kalli

... you know you have great femine energyes, ... i like them :)

(just for future note when i start to make erotic picture session with you :p )

I have this huge picture collection here... but no pictures of you
I wanted to ask - are you kind of person who actually do not like the idea of making lots of pictures? :)

Not stupid, just paranoid - it comes as ponus with this world, it's all alright Carmen :)

sorry. i read what you write,but not believed. stupid me..

http://youtu.be/gH6rFDDlKc0

actually i don't want be alone in this life.... you like meeting?

;)ma olen

?

You aar crazy, & you do not read at all what i write sometimes :P

It's okey to need someone time by time

she is back by his ex husband?...are you sad about ? maybe this was little pieaces why you wrote i quess...sorry, when i am wrong...but it would be normal...things happen also in my case... i meant think i don't need you..or any other man..but i want to be in (your) arms...kisses... joy... and enjoy beeing with another stranger human...at least for some moments...difficult life.. it s possible to find old ourselfs?we are changing all the time;)...would be interested to get to know your new beeing. here's only words..no connection.. let us meet, do you like? wanna come on friday evening or saturday? yah, future...who knows... i only know that i probably stay longer in estonia (some reasons for)...me crazy beeing...

What you mean i do not need it..
Kadri actually mooved back with the child, so i am Maiken are room mates as long she will stay (she is plannng to get seperate living near times)

But all this happened like just few times ago, almoust all around same time, including me finding my old me besides other things

But these events are not reason i am writing.. would be great to hold you, who knows what future is :)

kalli pai... lets see what happen;)...

You know i was think a about a lot,maybe i am not coming from other planet then others. ma olen inemest ka. And i have to live here a life and want be happy like everybody else...I quess i don't know all of you. Like you also do. It s pretty good that you so honest. The perisd was pretty simelar for me, i not forgot you but there happen some other things,they had my attention and emotions... It seems to be right time for sharing it and quess I don't need it or you,but to feel you and can hold you,would be nice. Also to share ideas and bit reality with you and kadri.

I know you are from other planet and all but you know me, next thing you know i totally forget forgot for long period that i wanted to see you
feel you
kiss you
miss you
I

arrgh, no words about can i come or not! :D

okay. mine 53629975,interesting life!is not it? where are you traveling? thing about going to tallinn this weekend or the last of the moth. kallipai

What is your number ? I think i have lost it with a phone.

I will be n internet more few days and then will be off here again for some time.

Mine right now is 535 18 240
(kadri 538 00 550)

Is the call to come to wisit you in Taevaskoja still active? :)

Will need to get out from my own envoriement for a while

mina ka;)

Would love to hoida sind kaisus :)

In home most of the time :)

Still here, bdw - what was your phone number? Any plans to come to tallinn?

I had really strong drug experience ower here in where i saw the power of love, in a way. For some reason - there was some extremely strong experience that i love my roommate Maken (my love from teen's) - will tell you about it bit more f u are interested, maybe in reallfe? i have been off interent a lot latelly

for how long you stay in estonia?:)

where have you been

actually from christmas to now i do not have nternet, but will be here time by tme

Cool.))

I have been thinking to wrte u from last year:P

For how long you stay? Wll be in tallinn as well?

tsau. how is your life? wish you a happy new year. i am back from germany.

http://w.abok.net/internet-manual

have a great day!see you!hugs

well, i guess some guests bring

where come from this louses ?do you had dog s cats around?

not sure;)will see a little baby tomorrow,so it wouldn t be nice to bring them with me.sorry

you can stay with me of-course if you would like to,
i just must warn that we have some clothing louse's walking around here, so if u do not mind then u will be wellcomed :P

flying around in you head?

i meant around here

"no" in estonian is actually "well... kind of..."

;)in warm area?

well, no around here :P

around abroad?

i have to o to work now. there's three possibilities who i could stay this evening.

:)

well, i am around

hi!what you are doing and where is your beeing?

But if i am not back here before this date, then safe flight :)

(who knows what kind of interesting things i am landing on tomorrow and so on:P
)

To bad i have not had time to wisit you there jet, maybe i can do it before you leave, lets see :)

I guess so, i cant romisse now, Will take look this calender thingy later on :)


But yeah, i am doing good : ))

he,traveling.flying falling,standing up. how you are doing? flyinh thursday to germany, can i visit you both on wednesday evening?hug carmen

kallipai

:)

Huggs

hi, how are doing?...well, i am feel me a bit sick and tired and will stay here or in tartu this weekend again. and i still have no money this month to come to tallinn with bus.. but i greatt you much!have a great time!

http://grooveshark.com/s/Unda/3238y2?src=5

hi!It makes me happy that yo had a great saturday and great visitor!so it was the best solution... and you never should anything to do or must!;)we are free humans;)!My weekend was quiet nice to. i relax and was writing a lot thoughts down and beeing in a lovely freindsplace with 2 cats in tartu.

i just right really love this song. maybe you know already, but want to share.lyric translation:"the wave reaches
You and withdraws
you into the depths
water as you are"...thank you and kadi i listen faun now;).

well, i took only 25 mg. i met a person she tooked 800mg seroquel,and she didn#t seemed to be any human any more.. it depends also of the dosis. but in end this is right, its dangerous and you lost your feelings..and if you start the doctors give you more and more. i want to be free from any medications.

I am believe we are coming from an similar planets or times;). At least our souls. I feeled deep connection. The mind can show something else. so take care and much light!

still not sure, what i am doing this weekend.

I have had lovely day with one older wise guy who come same day to visit me as i should have end up in tartu, he is still with me, have been talking all nights. It has been great :)
Love your letter also, have no thoughts to answer jet besides that he is also sure women are from different planet so it's natural to have difficulties in full understanding and co-operation without evoking one and other ego's.



Wouaviiva:

" An antipsychotic (or neuroleptic) is a tranquilizing psychiatric medication primarily used to manage psychosis (including delusions or hallucinations, as well as disordered thought)
A number of harmful and undesired (adverse) effects have been observed, including lowered life expectancy, weight gain, decrease in brain volume (Continuous use of neuroleptics has been shown to decrease the total brain volume by 10% in macaque monkeys), enlarged breasts and milk discharge in men and women, lowered white blood cell count, involuntary repetitive body movements, diabetes, an inability to sit still or remain motionless, sexual dysfunction, a return of psychosis requiring increasing the dosage due to cells producing more neurochemicals to compensate for the drugs (tardive psychosis), and a potential for permanent chemical dependence leading to psychosis much worse than before treatment began, if the drug dosage is ever lowered or stopped (tardive dysphrenia).
In addition, "antipsychotics" are increasingly used to treat non-psychotic disorders. For example, they are sometimes used off-label to manage aspects of Tourette syndrome or autism spectrum disorders.
Antipsychotics have also been increasingly used off-label in cases of dementia in older people, and for various disorders and difficulties in children and teenagers. A survey of children with pervasive developmental disorder found that 16.5% were taking an antipsychotic drug, most commonly to alleviate mood and behavioral disturbances characterized by irritability, aggression, and agitation. Recently, risperidone was approved by the US FDA for the treatment of irritability in children and adolescents with autism "


I hope these tools will be removed from market soon... seem to dangerous - but then again, maybe good in short short period for some people, who knows.
but then again


"Nevertheless, a 2009 systematic review and meta-analysis of trials in people diagnosed with schizophrenia found that less than half (41%) showed any therapeutic response to an antipsychotic, compared to 24% on placebo, and that there was a decline in treatment response over time, and possibly a bias in which trial results were published
Cochrane Collaboration review of trials of Risperidone, one of the biggest selling antipsychotics and the first of the new generation to become available in generic form, found only marginal benefit compared with placebo and that, despite its widespread use, evidence remains limited, poorly reported and probably biased in favor of risperidone due to pharmaceutical company funding of trials
Antipsychotics are among the biggest selling and most profitable of all drugs, generating $22 billion in global sales in 2008"

- and as usage has increased all the time, - some say 25% women in us use it by now - i can not see how it will happen and i do not want to fantasy negative outcome for our beings in here who's future parents and children are medicated with these kind of drugs with out looking for better alternatives soon.

to much copypaste from wikipedia, but.. just wou, but i am happy they worked well for you, maybe you are from other planet after all as these things often screw up people more then they help unlike some other things ;)

but maybe i am mad...and we all?who are thinking different, or all human because we believe in illusions;). I got a answer for the nature questions. Why i don't agree completly with you. Yes, chemical comes frome nature resources. But their can't go back anymore, we can't recycle them. This is weird at least in my opinion. Why we should destroy more and more this ökosystem?For living on the mars and destroy it too;)?here i am öko. lived long time together with them..what should be wrong with trying to go back to nature. and understand nature as resource, what is growing. well you are not the first human who tell me, chemical is also good. but i know people they really strct saying no, chemical products (and pills) at all. and i agree with them in many points. but i am open. maybe my balance is very wide. and i live here no natural life. and i have often this question, how much can medications support our feeling or brain. This Lsd sounds interesting... do you want to know something weird (or not weird). i made a expereince with neuroleptica, i was taking this 2 weeks, and i was more open in feeling nature and energys. still more then without. they should be not psychedelic!but in me case they are. (its works on brain at the same receptors like lsd, but sure you now). i liked it and feel me more clear but i had more social fears and was like drunken after taking. so i stopped, and i am thinking often about try again...or something else or live without drugs or medication at all...maybe you know that kind of questions? its facebook, and i am very open. but doesn't matter. i hope the world don't read it. so thats me,lets shining our brain, heart and soul!hugs

okay. maybe it must be. and a bit i am sad, i quess you don't want to know;).because i like to see you (feel you) and share with you... i got many though this day to share with you... i prefer speaking, then chatting... ya, maybe i am in this way egoist. i am (still) not free of that. anyway, on other site its maybe better to be by my own this weekend.yah, i quess really. i was 3 times in tallinn traveling .and there are frinds in tartu i could go tomorrow. or i stay and look in the face of the shadow i feel to meet when i go deep in myside. i quess it will not so hard in the end..
.well you are welcome here!Kadi on ka.
I noticed, that's very interessting,that you got you main information from outside,from internet and so on. and search there, well its seems to be maybe i am wrong.
For me this mess of information seems to be to much. My fokus is right now (since couple of years) in my own head and also heart(if there are a disconnection), to analyse and find there healing or peace. Information is not bad at all. but i am more interesting in what is happen in me, there deep are broken soulparts and how to fix it. or at least,if there are no souls and nothing could happen to understand myself and why i am here. to share and connect with people and ideas and their world view and to have outside my mind still a life helps to learn,teach and not go mad!

would have want to make to the consent but i guess everything is as it must be, so let's keep shining :)

Okey, nop, i cant make it by now as i would not make it to bus staton
(just managed to collect the bus money from coins :P )

just now wake up :)

I will try to make it now :)

at home?

where are you,beeing?;)

Huggs

tsau

first meditation;). aithä, sleep well and dream wide later!see you, homme;)?

But have sweet sleep

i havent name it jet : )

wahts w?

but sorry, i want go out of facebook.

yah of course, ;) you are that in what you beliefe! i am too. one part, the other part is normal and don't like to make difference!...another possibility. we are all parts of one..

specially if i am all people and all them are me

(:w

i am

what words ordinary? are we not ordinary in our daily life, go shoppping, eating, sleping... we are all humans. i ask myself yesterday aout, if there are people special or not.

but well, i actually try to get these words out from my vacobolary (these words that do no good)

but as long they try it on academic setting, in hospital settings with wrring people around... or careslly in partyes by people who do nto want to admit that besides this world here is biger understandings then ordinary TV and political systems... then it can turn scary...

or even that his here, is just one spesific experience we choose for ourself

shows that more is possible then this here, around us

as it removes boundries

in some ways it seems it one of the most power hungry people feared tools, this L

yes i am good mood .)

well, once i know more - i will help to contribute to wikipedia... as of now its to acatemical and in box this text there, most likelly

you are in a good aktiv mood right now?

i read in wikiperdia about lsd . and i will sleep later!;)...not sure if i can follow you... lets talk. personal;)

but sweet carmen.. u should sleep, no ?

or ... do i, if everything is possible, why not this : )

its so so so so so interesting that i just cant explain it in words : )

but i guess i newer know if the anwer that i figure out in these days - if its true also from other peoples mind... or well maybe they all are me :)

this is one question that has not been answered by our top scientist jet (well.. besides so many otherthings..) so i's interesting for me

can it be really helpful tol for most humans, or for me, or not.. and then there is all this other much more potent tools from nature that are all connected with old mystic people and acient religions and nature worshipping - in good way

"The term psychedelic is derived from the Greek words ψυχή (psyche, "soul") and δηλοῦν (deloun, "to manifest"), translating to "soul-manifesting". A psychedelic experience is characterized by the striking perception of aspects of one's mind previously unknown, or by the creative exuberance of the mind liberated from its ostensibly ordinary fetters." - i think this part is most important

but yeah, i stlll have to learn what about the lsd, what is it, what it really does, is there people who should not use it

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychedelic there is also some definaton about this meaning

maybe they can change our brain receivers so that we can tune in to some other states of consicuness so some beings who are aware more about themselves and us can tune in and comminicate with us

and if one experiences with shrooms usually its stong realizations about love and distant places are talked about

and they are so humble, and helpful for everything

as if u look shrooms, they are one of the first inhabitnents in this planet

okayyy.i dreamed last night from ufos...so i could believe all. could.

msuhrooms yes

as i hear one message from mushrooms that they can give us tecnolagy from distent stars if we grow up enought, so they can also come with us, as this place time here ends soon

shrooms?mashrooms?

its facebook..it does strange things

i don't write,it write alone...

what facebook is doing??

and shrooms - the natural nature .. or actually more excotic theory that they are aliens, the shrooms, who travel thru stars by giving information to the apes in different planets

:D

well probabaly not

probably your are right.

well, about lsd it also might be man made machine most fine tuned mehanical nature

hmm lets descuss later-nature or not...i tried to understand.

my other theory is that there is 2 kind of people in earth - one for who it is extremelly benefitial, and others for who its not

hmm... maybe the lsd few months ago

when you tkae the last time l?

cemicals is nature

nature. whats nature?no chemical product, i believed. noi didn#t. maybe i can look at yours place. internet is hear very bad.

i can send u a links if ur interested, even if info is not worth to your knowledge u at least know on what means near by i am thinking, also.

(did you look this mushroom documetary i posted to my wall? - if you have some time sometimes, take a look, there is actually 2 of them, one only about shrooms and nature other about wider topic)

there are a lot of. meditation is another... accidents, traumas,, be happy,

as they are directly from nature and works like that out of box

actually the mushrooms are more fitting to this theory

key from nature if we forget to go and find the open door y ourself

this way they call it a key :P

yes

you too!i don't know whats so spracial with that...i asked myself if i should tried even... you meetings affected. but will see. we have all in us, what some things can effect, is already in our cells and heads...we only needs a key.

but he had not so happy experience with lsd as much i read

yes he used lsd

i loked up

well, u are to spesific :P

i had by walking a interesting experience, in dark. but will tell later.

;). i am not flying!, i am beeing ...maybe in other spheres..

i will make small search will see what comes up

i asked this question my self some time ago

going on *

i think he has some natural connection thing ging on

yah, mike oldfiel is speaciall...i askesd if he took drugs...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Mwk4NGEiNI&feature=autoplay&list=PL94B0DE72AD86F885&lf=results_main&playnext=16

Mike Oldfield- In High Places

or what is naturally.. who knows. I mean, you most likelly do not need anything :P

ei siin

in some day, unless i learn to fly with you naturally.. would love to be with you with the help of this

not sure.

would you be interested of this thing called lsd? :P

it sounds interesting at least!

bdw

well.. i would love to fly togheter...

soulparts are seperated,and want to fiy together?

and body was all shivering a little with half plesure half alienated feeling

and then i got back to this state of consicuness here

how something inside body seperated

not seeing my body or anything just really strong feeling

and coming up

and then inside my body i felt other body coming out.. slowly..

and i was in half dream state... with fork and knife... telling like to some powers that "lets see .. how u can do it" like friendly ;) challange
and then my hands was starting to force knife near to me...

no i was in half dream... lissening this same group that video i give you

ei ole vaja :)

did you saw you from up lying in bed?

ya,i could give you some money for bus, if you want.

it was out of body experience, short one :)

please share it!

will tell u later on

strong dream experience

oh.. i had today also

(K) ;)

Seeya, tomorrow, most likelly

k, kallipai
see you, (homme)

jup :)

i don't speak this languages how you see..but i can learn. why words when there are letters. we don't need to sprak at all...some thougth.

in internet language

means - kiss

(k)??

(K)

;)
.i am very tired now. quess i meditate and so sleeping

most likelly

so hope you will travel tomorrow;)

:P

nice crazy people.

yes.his wife a crazy woman is with him.

i see, cool :)
so dude with long hair? :)

he is going also with the tartu bus from bussijaam. no own car

tomorrow like

hey but can i call him?

hi,when you would arrive in the middle of the night, we are in saun later. and my room is in the last yellow house vana maja,last room number 21...by the way.

news. that concert will start 19:15. so you would be in time with 17:40 bus. and there will also huko go with. tall man with long hair. he is my mentor, he can bring you to village. but maybe i will look if you re there too.i quess so:) I hope to see you ..actually!yah i do. good night

ok,tsau! i also go to rest;) see you maybe tomorrow.

but yeah, my mailbox waits ur stream of consciousnesses, i am off to listen some music now

yah. i am at the moment also tired,sleepy grey day.. i would glad to see you any how,doesn't mater when or where. but would be nice!we will see.

will see

right now, at this moment i am bit between the state of tired and wake so i do not know the answer :)

do you really want?;)to make this adventure?

or so.

when you aririve we will see.

when i come in these days:)

then much luck!maybe you could write if you go start tomorrow in tallinn (in your flat).

ok.

anyway, as the ticket is some 10 euros i will come with auto stop

jah and arrived here 18:45.the concert could be over, i have no idea...there#s still one, 22:00.

and 12:30

so basically the bus from tartu comes 17:40 right ?

:D

second possibility, you come from the bus station,go over the street and walk the little small street in the forrest. you will arrive bya big red house, and there we are probably.

you will com;). i quess...but we only know that we not know-ha. i have an idea i could go to bus and look if you are there or not (its not far from village.... I guess youl will come with that later one, or ehat do you think?

when i come

yes this what i wonder

and where you come from?

so how you looks like today?

the video is beautiful,and true (maybe)

i would pick you up tomorrow from bus, but then i need to now when you are coming. the same when you can come with huko by car. i know,this planning is not ours.

i like the songs you send.
i lie your double meenings question-maybe its not, but it confused me... they look like,well shining, bright, peaceful.

so how beings from other places looked like ?

luckily me

if nothing else hapens between now and then then i will come : )

yah.;)from tartu, cost 2 euro.do you will come?

so is the bus coming 12:30 and 17:40 from tartu? :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJJmS-HY234

:)

But let's see you tomorrow
How you like this album/group http://randonmyles.bandcamp.com/album/walking-to-nowhere (on website there is other albums from there)

well, maybe short infos to tomorrow. 18 a clock start zetod concert,they play for our sünnipaev lapsed. it s also a birthday party with all inhabitents and workers. 12:30 and 17:40 (then you will come later; BUS TAKES 50 min to the villages)is one bus from tartu bussijaam, to pölva,station called maarja küla.maybe you can also come with somebody with car, from tartu. i could ask. but first give me info how you decided;). hugs carmen, hugs to kadi too!

hi margus, i had a dream tonight very weird,the heaven was full of ufos. suddenly i start to see them...in dream. i am thinking about call you. i don't know, do you would like it? I have free on weekend, and zetod is coming here. DO you like to come to maarja küla?me

(K)

HEAD ÖÖD

AITHÄ

Good night :)

brother margus, i have to sleep. see you!

a dream where i know that i am sleeping and dreaming;)

had what?

i quess how i can remember i had the night before one.

it happens suddenly maybe you can wish that you will have one!

no how to be awake in dream

what to dream?

waht to dream?

or actually i will not try, as i do not know how to try :)

I will try

sleep well and dream better than before!light

hm#

i took badly burned gasoline smoke

concert is in Vene teatrisse.

what did you took or normal vibration and mess? i am today also full,to much inside the head.....if you have clear brain you can watch where i life:http://www.maarjakyla.ee/..

arrgh, my head is messed up rght now :)

i do

thank you!i start a big drawing last night...will continue today ...

i eman u can also come whenewer u want

i might be able to come

my nuber is 535 18 240

(:

sorry, i am still more planning person..need relaxing, no sugar honey

can you give me a telephone number?or can i come when i want on saturday,sunday?

masonic ritual..wow. understand. i am tired now too. but i am will not be in internet until saturday.i am a travler...

i mean, i feel kind of little bit like i felt on this dream

drowve also with client car today ... i mean i saw in dream that i was kind of strangely slightly drugged on some masonic ritual and after that client called, and something happened on hes car, casoline burned so much that i feel doxified

ok

actually i am a bit braindead right now

:)

but have no special plans i can remeber of

well, it's so far away, do not know

what your doing saturday or sunday?

well, no money to come now :)

i don#t know. ;)

but where is the event ?

it would be cool ifyou would come with.

my work paid for. ssorry

okey, i will skip ip for now then:)'

aww

it costs 20 euros. i quess,you know?

i will try to come this consert also

:)

at least i know now where you are live, so icould try saturday or sunday if somebody is there,if you ewant.

because this concert is on 20.12 this sunday. but i have no mobil phone, so its more difficult or like the life boefore mobil phones..and you don't reply):?...

:)

hi, how are you?we could see us this weekend again.

-last sentence is sensless;)-

words words. how are you? i had a interesting trip. it tooks hours;). but i arrived. From tallinn i got quiet fast a car and nice chat about humanity and religions.the driver has been a missonary in russia. but then i was standing and dancing in the dark, frozen,and thought why i am alone here, why i did this?Beeing with other beeings is warmer, lighter. beeing with you. i felt i was cold, today when i went, typically reactions when it going deeper...i am sad. maybe what i saw in you was mine...i don't know. its not easyy to be- our selfes...but in me i know what i want. lose all fears and old story teller in my head.and trust in flowing, and other beeings.trust in our soul power. believing in good,bright sources. i am fighting since thousands of years(it seems) against the gifts side..i as a part of all souls in universe. its time to change. i am not hitting me anymore thoughts out of my head and also not out of others. all we need is love, everybody. and growing. i quess i hurt also other when i hurt myself.... its not god. i am analyse quiet a lot.
And i run away from speaking,chats.i liked to had be longer on yours place.. but without gonig out of the story/situation you don't see and understand.
Thanks you for beeing. love you , sharing and creating energy which completly change all cells in body and brain.
this need time.
so i wrote this. What is in you mind?DO like to share?

kallipai Carmen
I liked to dtayed longer and be mostocked then

hi you are mine master;)
!

i hope so:)

;)aithä,see you

Head ööd :)
& Musi, Kallid ... one musi more... :)

head ööd!

elbs need much sleep and nature arount them;)

(:

huge you!

i am to tired now to read all. this can wait. so if i got free on friday,then i will come on friday to tallinn.

i agree with the same. it doesn't matter if its numerology or horoskopes (celtic, chinese or maya)in all is any truth aspects!

what you think?

or any points, if it matters :)

i do not know how much you agree with the picture that name numerology reads for you but i would say i cant find some strong points there to disagree

next i would like to know how name can be connected to this what we are... as we are not mayans after all whos name's really meant something, or some other cultures who had some systems with names

so the name makes a different?

protectors, shadows,both. i don't know...i am not thinking when i draw. flowing.

in the picture

who are these beings on the corner

now when i read it i read it more like you, way more : )

aww

this is more like it:
Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

this picture i did today;)i want to share with you all

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=285608444806815&set=a.147059075328420.23013.100000729852741&type=3

oh picture was interesting;).i prefer your look right now;)

i am not sure if everybody nows the true about me in internet or whatever*lol*

i know i know

Böhme!

it's in the facebook? hmm.. i actually forgot about it

lol, so how was the blond pic?

aa ok :)

i am Margus Meigo

what the B stands for?

oh i saw the pictures of you with blond hairs in facebook!

;)when you send me the text;)please!ya. Carmen Viola B. (its the name of my Mother).whats your full name?disco was fine, we all were american indians;)

and how was disco?

but yeah.. can you give me your full name please :)

wondering from where people getting these storyes

was just reading that in china there was earhquake that destroied some important reptilians underground base

well doing well

i am not sure thats my real name...oh really i have two first names...i never use the second;).but what i understand fix really good. but its no limon tree,its pärn!the tree of doubt;).
how you doing?

hi again!..i need time to translate this. :)in German.

" An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur. "

can you comment this? :)

what baout this:
"Your birth tree is
Lime Tree, the Doubt

Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal."
its so so ?

actually the name related numeralogy that i read from there seems not sure why - so far way from you as i would put it

Are you sure this is your real name ? :D

KalliPai!

oh i am feel like a open book now. ;) kallipai

well, if u put ur full name .. then there is other story

carden?you mean garden?and song

free dancing.to stupid music. i have to go!see you!

mm ur name means carden

mm

disco

tarot.om is another great website,

i have also to go);. to eat in the house, then after is disco;)with all inhabitants.

:)nice. i number 6. this page is interesting.

they was here singing and making games

mardi-kadrid was sweet

back i am

okay. lets meets again.kallipai also to katri. head aega;).nice to chat with you

(K)

:P

but yeah, put ur name in to there, tsek it out

nut sure about calendar :P

today is kadri... or mardi päev

I need to be a bitt offline now - kadri daughter come to visit

a friend have done, and find out i am number 9. but there are more possibilities-with heart, and so one. you know more abeout?witch number are you?

http://www.paulsadowski.com there is some simple one

have u been in to numerology ?

what why?i couldn't be. in fb. i found mayself from your profil.

i want (and maybe will;))

i mean, the search aria where profiles should come up, anyway just pointing out, some weird thing with ur name in fb

i will draw with yu both,if you like!

you know when i type ur name in your profile is not coming up, irritates me :P

nicola is outside, doing well, kadri is alright also i think :)

with mind

and he is laso the one who i told is traveling in other planets

how are the other lovley beeings doing?nicola ja katri?

Hmm.. well, he was in to numerology

we canhange lso the worls from outside, i am thinking. but ja,lets better chat in person. i have also 100 plans of my future and don-'t know with what to start...we dreamer. what that with your soul?

indigolapsed is great

told*

my stepfater todl me same

most likelly

;)your soul is very old, don't forget it!

:P

well, i will newer do it then becouse i will newer be old

ya ya. me te same. but we never will do it before we are old... however watch this video!there are pictures of taevas koja;)and a beautiful song-although i don't understand all of the lyrics.
.www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxOrsfQeiWY&feature=related

but well, not really making sertain plans, just keeping it as one of the most realistic options i can see now, what i would want in future

and maybe in future in some montains forest to end of my life .. but first want to do some things in this world, so i can be peasefully in woods

i actaully really woud liek to live in woods at least some years

(:

ok.understand.would wondering simelar... i want go back in the forrest i am come frome;)there s peace

so i can talk to you :)

anyway but i copyed the letter so i can finsih it later

or was at least

and wondering how come she is so much in to millitary

was writing to someone who is working for us army / navy as biomedical equitment tecnician
a woman

what you are doing right now?

and ... u lovely being - what money are you talking about, this was really essential thought i must mention :D

why should i not :)

Ofcourse i want to see you again

and thank you for beeing;)

i am friday in tallinn.

however,i have a got news;). do you want see me again?

How are you and your friends?I was very tired on sunday. and you still get the money or tram back.

i was often thinking at you and the other wonderful beeings.

:P

i know you say it

hi!i am fine;) and you?...but i am not yours;)at all.

(:

How is my magical being doing ?