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Was birthday good ?

Are you in NY now?

...but as soon i get access to right plants :p

you know am not allowed to time travel or space travel right now... only in metal ..way with a metal made transportation for now.. and metal is tied to money or friends ... and there is none of these i can use right now on my own to reach the metal airplanes or boats..

how can i come ?

Well.. i do eat tried homemade soft apples at times, they are one of my favorite snacks in Estonia

Come and eat fruit and pancakes for breakfast with me :-)

I just needed to see live person to reply me,
and when reply is related to worth of my doings,
then more then that will not know to hope

Night it is : )

And I'd like to stay forever young ;-)

Xxxx thanks margus. I needed the reminder of being asked if I stay near what I love the most... night night.

But stay so:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgWfhVimp-c : )

or in it

and back to piano... to step away from sadder tunes but still, keeping it real " Love Song to a Stranger" .. but calmer, with sound of "Oehh, well.. : ) "

... you still stay near most important what You love most?

to ease and calm the deeps and powers of last two.. with old good fashioned heart break
but still nice with no bitter or regret

or maybe some piano from her "Never Dreamed You'd Leave in Summer"

and then in a step up from there, to wake still up on good self realization
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MSwBM_CbyY perhaps jes?

Was in plan for yesterday but as am alone then at times will not be able to reach everywhere on time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edOiC5iTXmo
Songlists from "The Debut Album Plus\" is on play and thought, You might find something You need from Her

i know
usually

you are lovely

x thank you good night margus ♥

Sweetest Night!

(this might newer come)

Fiona, am just happy tou talked at all, seriouslly : )

i prefer to see your eyes when we talk

for sure my friend

forgive me

now I feel i must sleep

yup

http://margus.meigo.hol.es/proFeeles/ made few profiles for my self, will work on them in future

let's skype some time.

but yea, Ya feel, that, as long,, ya belive real power is with you in the times u need most.. we should be safe, in theory,
Besides, u do music , and will be with nice people i can imagine

ah

and the girl who am loved when i was 16 still telling me she does not wanna see me , thats proper sucks

and then reading "loves only once" and i blow it...
and i have felt like that logically with and with out drugs, and by meeting with god aswell.. and .. yeah how that makes me feel :D
reading that from computer top of that

http://www.paulsadowski.com only sombits are useful from there, but they useful enought

not really positive as usual outcomes for people :D

u know they only give not so happy images about this tree:

for my self
Chestnut Tree, the Honesty

Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritable and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self-confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

paul sadowsky,. will make one full blow sytem to connect all native calenders, astrology and mayan etc in some day

where do you get all this?

interesting

Your birth tree is

Walnut Tree, the Passion

Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

almoust irresstable at times

yeah u rulind sing is Venus.. u are so sexy as well u know , posessive sexines almoust, n another level

(lol...)

opposition?

hm.. NY :D

Your opposition sign is Scorpio.
Your opposition number(s) is 9 & 11.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover.

earth sign.

taurus.

1990/30/04

oh 90s girl

90 ;-)

what year u born , 87, 86?

only thing is that you have material goals, that they can trick u to trap in so many ways.. but if you able to concure finanse world and keep ur values.. at al times , some small important ones.. then u will be awesame

i have changed a lot since we saw eachother last in many ways

i know that.

in geltic etc

your name means also, Fair and White

i have become as pure as i can.

that saves you fro mwhorst, as u not behave arrogant at least

just keep in mind that god is in ur side, as long u intentions are good

well, i thin kactualy you will be doing well there

yes my full name

i am going to play music. see my friend and get away from here. just a change of scenery for a while

was Fiona Carbis your full real name ?

fixiate yor purpose, even with a mayan calendars and a numerology at least, somthing

judging

but am not juging

and then going to NY is probabaly not the best decision you have made..

i try to stay safe and do the right things but i think that i have become jaded and lacking in self confidence about the pureness of my decisions and the path that I am on/

for sure, well,
make sure to make something in new your u can only do in there

how sad. i would have liked to go.

but creeps lurk everywhere in paralel world,. where good people cather..
but u stay on the safe universe, where is no creeps marking peole .P

ah, i will miss it.

https://www.facebook.com/events/869009709789782/?ref=22

So .. let go the internets.. make some sleep..
But yea, i think Laura Branigan got some more good material,
kind of songs that good to remind time by time, to pick up new things from a video

up to the night...
( well, what i know )

but when You are with good friends You trust and they are proper good ones, not some weird cult, then i guess ur safe

they have some good material as well besides mainstream songs

yes i know cardigans

lol yes. i am not good at online talking.

You know,
the cardigans ?

You talk now more then usualy, so am happy

so not very talkative.

sorry margus i am very sleepy

i haven't seen her before

no

Have You see nher before?

and also.. what you think you do, cn add that one as a comforting layer there..
+ few more.. but the story it self also, as it is...

(taking in to account you have relgious backround)

thats most correct way usually

take it as literally as you can

there's quite a bit of space for interpretation

but when getting trapped again ( Katy Perry - The Box .. also .. boosts, but maybe a bit to boyish for u... to think about, yeah it is to boyish for u.. bt yea.. look the laura.. dream.. tell me what u think)

thank you

on my profile, few days ago but here it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8-pP4VboBk

i will watch. send me links?

the video .. is also , need to be loked in full to get it, if u havent

u know her.. Laura Branigan - Self Control

be prepared

so the answer is?

it only takes instant to reprogram or posess a human, specially on dream time u know

for 1 week to see friends who are worried about me.

true, and now going to NY :D

it speaks to me so much louder than anything else

i've been avoiding all music, radio, tv and spending time in the nature

i gues Judas was suprising as well, but jeah.. alejandro makes heart stop, to try to grasp it all

Alejandro is superior, so much important imegary, in many ways.. and from what kind of women.. all matters.. just really supriced studi allowed to make this one .. or there is not just a mind that would imagine anything like that would be made

okey old perry unreleased material for a bit, but still, for metitation mostly

jsut to lissten as bacround music or something liek that they offer not much

have newer lisstened them as backround music, only full attention and tripp

wel, it takes detication to go in to them

I don't like either of them tbh

gaga is more like Artist, Perry an prophetina

(this song is about NY)

She packs more intence things in to the video then Perry, but perry whole voice, being less proffessional.. but the backround of her and about what she sings.. kind of is more direct about what needs,
gaga does another harder work, explaining all the different harsh truths, reallities and dimensions

She is one of the greates on where she is yes

you love her?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cggNqDAtJYU her favorite city as well.. as .. she born there

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7oEdE2XjXE

just make sure.. NY is made full of 9 es... weird energy atc

friens is a lot

not much else. lol.

friends.

what good in there?

next week actually.

You ?

not jet

are you in ny?

BUt just gotta say, that if there is some other womens more near or more calling coming sooner near to me am will go by them for as is called
in a great chance, this century

(am thinking tooooo much at times as you cansee, talking to)

I would Love to be with You for the time and give You as much value from this land as am can ,
besides that will be good for everyone,
just we gotta keep that love in balance.. as You are great women and am falling on to women easy if they will not put right kind of breaks on.

But who knows, probabaly we can manage : )

As am have lived here with same amount of finace as in England : )

my phone works also sometimes, i can turn on when needed + 077 1998 0382
or est number +372 567 21144 ( i think..should be seen on my profile)

If ou can rent an place for us then we can stay for long time,
as am on country side, on my family house where they old minded people not want any visitors (and sometimes smoke tey also and thats not good)

I would be really really happy if you come!

I last time already looked up some partements when we talked ..but did not want to send for to much pressure.. : )

Margus, I hate this virtual reality. May I come for a holiday maybe? Or you visit here? Hope all is well x

so they sing
but not beliving perhaps
becouse it is taken personally...
instead of forgiving

nii lauldakse kuid
ei usuta vist
sest võetakse isiklikult.. andestuse asemel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQWP_lGWYV4

cooked cakes and lissened sigor ros and beatles and .. doing dishes now, like the water

What about this cocon of yours : )

in a nature nice location if am remeber right

oh, and one of my friend told me that it might be possible to BUY a apartment freshly a bit renewed, with 2 rooms, with a 1500 to 2000 euros (Y)
if am would have would buy my self.. have not jet seen the pictures but probabaly livable

am would look up or send some music for you perhaps but not sure how much data am have left on my Internet stick and so not sure when am get new one.. so will keep it just in case

am mean, warm luck with the coming out of chrysalis

how the cocoon works ?

Well, if i can help to hatch, incubate your cocoon some how that u can think of then am up for it

How is becky? Xxx

Thank you xxxx

I will write soon. I am busy coming out of my chrysalis ;-) xxxx

(ignore if on time hurry all the rest, just the 2 last questions )

.. and how would You like to help me most.. and how can am benafit You most?

You can call me right ?

did am ever send u the: https://sites.google.com/site/waffad/ .. "hebrew vs.."
Draft we working on ...
Interested to help with ?

oh but now am kind of lost it, there was some nice looking apartements and houses like 2-3 hundred uros, justthought u might like to see, will look it up for u again if u like ?

U remeber Becky right ?

How has the new Year comed?

U know am looked up some apartements , for u last time we talked, will send them, as for some reason thinked u need it even if u do not

am reall love that site http://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/grammar.html

and Your fater is great as well, newer mind that he believes science :p : )
(joking)

Am would love if You want to come to live with me, help me with clearifing dreams, show me how can am be good for You

and yes, am will try gently take in to account all the worryes they say about women we should worry.. from mytical to logical-biological
but be on that am still have trust, You good

( oh.. and do not play that playlist right now i guess.. as it is not really helping with a sader moods, probabaly )

and as am open source, there is so many ways you can tell me how am should be best for You, and it is all me,
just would really love if someone want to tune me as ones own property, as there is many good way we can be but usually one way, it seems to me, is the best.. so am would liek people to opely.. tuning in to what they like..
ohh.. am cant, it is just information owerload to think all the awesame things to you what we can do, what you can do to me, all before really doing anything beon the moments we had when you wanted to share shokolate candy on that night walk : )

am talking to much now, am i ? : )

( my cosmology surrounds around 22,, some paragraph there.. that am assume has relation with all of you, and specially with that women who is next tom e )

but all that am agree can only be done, truly, with smile in pocket ready.. and all organs we have tuned in to the true source of Wisdom, that You represent,
that man can interact most best..

...but all that does not stop me to argue sometimes, just am sure, am will be forgiven as long am in heart think truly good and newer ever forget who is the correct posession of knowegable rightfulness

u know, kind of like Proverbs 8

but good can also choose to chase down and search inperfect to perfecto it... but it might be a hasardous business as it is like picking up broken class so no one would step in to it.. .You alsmoust sure, it is needed, it is good, but there is possible to cut also yourself a bit..
but still.. usually way less then the unfortunate one who would step in to it ... in to what we clean

as we
can

perfect can just be

perfect does not need inperfect to be

About positive and ...
am think negative needs positive, so one runs for where is positive and negative..
but positive.. just gets what runs in to one...
not so much that "positive attracts" smething that is not needed, as inperfect quality.. but the inperfect needs the perfect to be

( http://www.skyscanner.net/transport/flights/lond/tll/150105/150110/airfares-from-london-to-tallinn-in-january-2015.html?rtn=1&includePlusOneStops=true )

Am really want to caress You
right now this feeling is

my main trounle is that am want to share and work to much on it all :D
.. but knowing You a bit, am think, you can handle and calm me on needed ways

...dows it feel less cruel right now.. ?
As these things we deal with my brothers and friends.. surround a lot of the reasons and solutions how to solve that what seems, is or might be less then lovely

if that is possible, should be

am can focus pretty well on the world things for moments, hours, or even longer.. but but am would like to be able also, same time, focus, and keep in heart real human beings

What am need most.. help of focusing.. and also help of focusing to who is most near to me as am will, for sure, drift off sometimes, many times per minute,
to all the world corners that we can make better and how.. .

but in heart am know.. it all starts from the ones, one, next to me .. but this is the man mind thing.. we assume, that just the "knowladge, how it is, was,should.." is enought of secure and no crime to stay "up there" , for days.. for moments when we should stay "here"

( look at him, https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=596392467090285&set=t.100001586104117&type=3&theater he for sure looks like one who can survive.. but am want him to florish on the eyes of surrounding people as well.. but this is all .. for talk when we share, family exchange )

am just try to do You know,, proper magic with no magic

for sure, He can survive
as he is in another level

You are helping your brother by thinking about him and valuing his time and sharing yours with him too.

I love inside jobs

:-( Life seems cruel to me sometimes. but I have faith that we're on the right track when we try to be, so we must keep trying. I've come to realise that happiness is an inside job; wholeness comes when two positive souls collide, despite common misinformation that positive attracts negative and negative attracts positive... they do, but they do not create a whole (at least not in the spiritual sense)

SO how we going to proceed Wonder Girl ?

( on backround: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6bjqdll7DI&list=RDkE5AxDuQS0E&index=8 - not that am would wonder really about it All, but do wonder about a lot of many things )

as am would like to delight with it every my moment am not in computers

You really will have time, months and more?

and few friends here and there who are great but am would truly like someone who got time with me, then rest of it will solve

My brother is, but he got hes own life that am would like to help as well, as he is grea great great spirit

Are you on your own in the countryside or are there like
minded souls around?

Sounds like good dream

I have time to share with you :-)

( Thank You )

At moments, only facetoface is Skype.. but am would like to progress also, in to real life for sure

Am in Estonia, Country Side

: ))

I can help you.

Where are you at the moment? And where is it that we can talk face to face again?

ps: treat me with some SMS es also at times, am got numbers on my profile

but You know me.. its newer ever about just about ordinary business

She is merryed now

Same here, about self,
also to be more others then them self ;)

But my one of the loves called me ower to Phillipines long time ago, we would have friends there vaiting and also nice and warm.
Also she wanted to open up computer business with me and am wanted to have some near contact with the local royals there as well

You said: 'for me, every letter of people like you,,,, stil, more real then most...etc'

Margus, you're so alive.

Remember each and every thought that you think and action that you take, is so much more real than a reality built on foundations of fear out of bits of paper with the Queen's face printed on!

I love your spon·ta·ne·i·ty
noun;

the condition of being spontaneous; spontaneous behavior or action.
"she occasionally tore up her usual schedule in favor of spontaneity"

But why The Phillipines?

My new year's resolution: To be more 'myself' this year, than ever before!

:-)

Well, in truth am have not jet turned on to income seriouslly.. as it is so so so ... weird to do it alone

for me, every letter of people like you,,,, stil, more real then most

what am do.. still same, sinking while waiting someone to give an hand so am can give hand reccomendations to other peeps

would like to come to where am i? lets go to phillipines?

Hello lovely one, sorry for not writing back. Have been terribly introverted of late and not really myself. I loved the music, it was timely. I wish we could talk for real rather than on here, I've had enough of virtual reality. What are you doing this NYE?
Fiona x

Did u like musix?

Will Upload it here as well: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B9XHUTsH7izHTFltZGdONDhHMVU&authuser=0
Just in case first link is a bit..

Ohh, and there is few songs that maybe not needed but still, hope this prescription helps you : )

(or capitalists,. same thing basically)

if the jews look numerical value of everything they like communists :p

wanted to make special mix for you but... had all kind of... but for sure some of the songs n there... they need special time and mood to get in to... but once you get. they will do for you what is needed

hey dear... download this Zip file from there.. https://onedrive.live.com/?cid=3A383B8CC1D03D22&id=3A383B8CC1D03D22!8069 and the songs is inside there

(working on it still :p)

i ment soon as hour or so

am will be back for you soom am hope, will make a prescription for ya

Dr. Dyyne

for jew friends.. can they hekp fellows like that as well?
perhaps tehere was in past normal for people to recive numbrical and many other meanings of words at same time

it is kind of ronic looking from old point of view.. that they also facebookers now

lisstening Abdullah Basfar for now .. but yes, it is always good to be in early contact with people of god

perhaps its a must silly mistke am have done to boost my own phony self good on that aria or something, ... but am almoust sure, if needed, am will get to know... that was am allowed to think about your lovely spirits in most delightful way or not after am have had already one love

so am fallowing the same page and making best of me to try to open last of me to open as much to the ones am feel most for.. so that if not new heart.. at least we can benafit each other in some ways .. you know my religious thoughts still so strong.. that am can not even think about any women romantically up to now as it feels that that is no no for me... to influence other person hearts on that aria, even in my thoughts or dreams it is out of limit

disheartened is a word of today , ...you know these was all these reasons (besides slight slight paranoias) that am was more of the seperate from all the great female spirits in UK,,... that my heart was in home... but the idea and memory of it was not in real life... the hope was and hope of future was, is... but after 10 years of speration there has not been big progress in this material world to show proofs that am closer to be heartened...

what you told " I want to be overflowing with happiness and in love with life again like I used to be" ... is so true for me as well,
even thought the last part practically have not jet been happened on this body and life in ways m seeing that should

For me situation is im material world wise at the given moment better but technically still the same, the solutions and ideas better and brighter jet with more ways to implement but in this time space here same still... most of the arias is same as few years ago even thought there have been great jumps on life, to make spectrum more realistically wider

Take care Margus :-)

How about you? I hear you are back home in Estonia, is that right?

Relationshipwise; good and stable, sort of. I feel like I have so much more to give and get out of life though. I want to be overflowing with happiness and in love with life again like I used to be. That's the main problem. I have been disheartened.

I wish I could say I had started to record my music. I have not been playing very much, I've got it all backed up inside of me!

The jews ascribe numerical value to everything. I am in touch with the rabbis still yes. I can put you in touch with one on facebook to ask q's maybe?

Hello again. I had forgotten about that video until you mentioned it! What do you want it for? :-) I doubt we can get hold of it...

and who are you with in relation now, all good and stable am hope ?

and have you started to record your music jet ? .. you know would be shame .. to not share this goodness that is in you

How is your parents and religious life, in contact with your former work place still ? ... if you are ask them to consider send me one of these books where was human bones structure in numerical value

This would be great : )

Hey you remember the video the special police was filming when i fought my way back upstairs and kiss you before that, you think we can still get that material ?

I think good

Hey, how are you Margus?

Hmmm, nobody comes to mind atm but I will think for you. Mark is well. We're both really happy :-) Going to try and visit soon, just working hard and trying to get finances in order! Will call you some time soon! X

And how's mark?

On my wall,can not copy it right now... do u also know peep for project posted there? 16 to 19 of age .. but yea, clad msg made u smile :)

Thank you so much for your voicemail message! It made me smile!! I wrote down your mobile no. wrong though, and the message automatically deleted after 7 days. So please send me your no. again in a FB msg and I'll give you a call :D Hope you're well! x

Sweet year continuum

How you doing?

(some news from here)
We might have last day in voxhal bridge grosvner road 149 today