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Did you know that Mustjõe Kõrtsitalu is made completely from wood with the old wood construction technique?

Location especially was very fascinating

Party was excellent

Heh

but that what was, the gift, some day i need a field full, just to get started

I keep hoping party has been good :D

telegram,

just checking did you get all the music you need in party

Ok, see you soon

Jes, made it!

at telegram at all these days?
I come to Tallinn friday around 16.45 with Linda line.. we eat in town and then leave to a psyparty with a group of friends. Party is near Mustjoe. Let me know if you are in Tallinn friday, so we can meet shortly.

TG?

Is.

is year nice in Fin

u can sms me as well when you at there +372 5229041

in telegram i have to figure out, how to get my old account Waffa back, as i got no access to my old number,
but for now i use handle WaffaD in there

Moment, i am in totally another higher world right now, will be he re

Yes, sounds like a good plan. I come to tallinn during spring also, not sure yet when. I am deep in the Babylon working long hours this winter. Bitcoins are OK also. Do you have telegram, signal or other chat as well?

jup that is a plan

or how can from you meet me, as my self not so much possible to move on to city
My friend few times a week also actually visit Finland, so as he is coming on near Harbour, i think he can bring to You also

My live has entered in to December,
i am just wondering here, how can i transfer for starters 125 or something like that for you

go try to find some apples,
in a snow... : )

(but yea... hope is great, for these kind of websites i send, even talking about it at all.. in any other term like "juming out of window..") .. okey.. i jump now out of my Microsoft window in to a snow :p

anyway.. out oi go now.. and will be .. and try to send my relgious Part 2 when come back., remind me if am forget.. .


ya need to show u got some new fire in you to get her interested..

(communists also the same who are capitalist on highest sense, as it is ame system really. .and they the ones who force women to high society work.. )

and considering the domain addresses who promote this.. all in a year... is amazing really..
This is USA self made weapon against "New Left" ... what thye call,,, the new left that does not care for female or for a REAL world, .. is tuned back in to reallity or neutralized as CIA called... (cia first discovered or publiced, even something relating to neutralizing communists with LSD )

http://www.reuters.com/article/us-science-psychedelic-idUSKCN0X82B2
http://www.pri.org/stories/2016-04-15/woman-behind-new-lsd-study-has-history-experimenting-herself
http://www.inc.com/will-yakowicz/entrepreneurs-use-lsd-psilocybin-to-boost-creativity.html
http://time.com/money/4246669/lsd-microdosing-work-productivity/
https://www.washingtonpost.com/posteverything/wp/2016/04/01/lsd-could-make-you-smarter-happier-and-healthier-should-we-all-try-it/

but becouse psyciatric avarage norm .. measures "normallity" based on "avarage of coiety" then mass craziness is the "normal ..".

when people become Relgious and become focused on Love, this is not a crazy

well...
Blue media, blue part of society (the ones who not really slave driven communist)
have become more open about it thanks to Sillicon Walley initiative

http://money.cnn.com/2015/01/25/technology/lsd-psychedelics-silicon-valley/
http://www.wired.co.uk/article/lsd-microdosing-drugs-silicon-valley
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/newstopics/howaboutthat/12019140/Silicon-Valley-professionals-are-taking-LSD-at-work-to-increase-productivity.html
http://www.wired.co.uk/article/lsd-microdosing-drugs-silicon-valley

she has believed in the message of society that they make you go crazy or so. She does not question public messages really.

i see, .. thats long way, and i wonder she newer was interested..

Okey, i walk outside a bit before sending a text, but it is pretty much the same... just some extra tools for extra spirituallity

we met in 1995 already, began dating january 1997. I began my path with psychedelics in 2000 (ok, cannabis in 2000, lsd in 2002), so it was a few years after we met.

and She newer make psychedelics.. that interesting one..
and when You meet, You made? Or how many years.. how you discover when..

(u know, pentagrams on euros and everywhere,.. only so largelly public great anti-good power front, driving Greek-roman world over us..).

i finish my rice then will send text i wrote before,

but yes, i can see the problems and solutions, none of them are easys ones , but really common ones luckily

so we can be internally prepared, to compete with pentagram world in who's victim we also are party because our own fault of afraid to surrender to someone who made us (and for what?)

she never took psychedelics.. and I am in fact atheist, she is agnostic I believe. But I value the spiritual time nevertheless. Kids are still young, they are not yet showing much interest in other things except social activities with friends. For me, psychedelics are my religion, so I call myself psyreligious. I take long, deep trips sometimes to clean my mental state. I don't see any way I can get her to this path, she is very career oriented, working as a risk-analyst in the biggest bank of Finland (Osuuspankki). But, I still love her and I wish she finds herself a peaceful way in the future. Our paths have diverged though, I dream of buying a cheap old house in northern germany and settling there and jumping out of this stressful daily rhythm of modern worklife, she would like me to work in bank or other place where they pay a lot, so we can get to high status place in society. She has a lot of stress if our financial status is not adequate, I feel more free the less I owe. The most free I am these days, are on trips like the one to Yaga, where I carry only a few clothes with me, unite the other people around me through dancing meditation and can enjoy the nature around me. Yaga was excellent for that.

I feel very blessed that we had the best time of my life when we were young, we were totally in love and a very happy first 10 years of our relationship. We have been together for 20 years now, so it is a long time. People change in this period already. Me towards psychedelics, living in peace with environment, other people and earth, she towards having a respectable life in terms of modern society.

You have given thought to this topic, I promise I will try different things still, but I guarantee you I have tried already many years. Will see how it works in the long turn, right now we have a functional practical arrangement. I have my own life, she has her own and part of our life is together, raising kids and spending some time together also.

Matriarchy time is coming ...

as well, thank God for that (symbol:Ankh http://www.biblicalarchaeology.org/daily/biblical-sites-places/jerusalem/king-hezekiah-in-the-bible-royal-seal-of-hezekiah-comes-to-light/ ) : )

but as she know all Your moves, ya need some extra good ones... but yea, in her She is still that and more whatever You discovered on highest point,
She is Your life Center for what You travel, for who You think and for who you are thankful for gifting You with children so You life can last forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FlsxxzYyO4

but yea, imagine she to be in one spot, and you as bee around Her when changing consciousness, every CM you fly is new "trip" in what you try to access her "channel" ... like tuning channels, .... configuring rubicCube so it would fit on same light batter as her heart and being .. is a wort life long to discover her, up to point you see She doing same...
(you know they say this sentence in new age etc if you make change.. then world changes.. or everything starts from us etc... am not fan of that overused truth, as it is ignored what it means.. but it is like that.. you make small change in direction of her.. and see if it worked.. no.. try again... no...try again..okey, a bit.. make note.. now this bit we not know the reason and do we have to move up down left or right from it, to get more bits... test.. showing her you become crazy in love with her again, knowing She is your life)

maybe we can figure out some slow long term plan for some spiritual solution,
does she have at least some kind of belief in a God, religion .
You know its i powerful to have whole wife .. worth to make some slow plan on it, maybe takes year or two but worth for life time, so you will not go apart ever,
as bed life does not keep people together longer then they feel personal need (that is just for time of growing kids for a women, at most)

is the kids interested of quiet breathing/meditation/listening quietness ?

Yes, sounds like situation that have to be fixed,
did She make psychedelics before and what was last substances and trips You know she had?

good words. I wish we could have some common spiritual things, but we have drifted apart with my wife in this sense. We have deep intimate connection, so bedlife works very well. She does not want to participate in any spiritual paths, psychedelics or not, with me. She is also fearful of strangers these days, not travelling to other than luxury hotels. I want to meet people, so I will consider coming to you one day. Many places to visit when there is a chance.

but yea... more in Country side one lives, more freedom at sometimes can afford..

but then again, sometimes, it is reversed, depends how the life is set in to motion..

But yea, as long there is love, then demanding wife keeps us alive

Just take always your time, to hold wife hand on dark night, look in to eye, and be really serious and say, that You are loving the push to keep You alive, but please remember that... (well.. something you feel inside,about Your weakness and what keeps you driving and expanding, and inspired to provide.. and it is also .. needed to be nurtured and hold as it is like small fractale thing inside you you would like she help to protect to keep safe and evolving.. )

well how to put that in normal understanding true words You know Yourself, if You feel like that ...

but at times women push us to keep as near.. . some other time.. well You ask and talk about that with her... important to talk about Her specially and share 25% yourself also at most.... as in the end You would want to know.. the balance how to live in a way she would love with out making you feel that this is demanded .. as not sure how religious You two are but for religious ones is easy to know ,that system and many spirits and forces palay in to as and with us and how to spot who is talking in us.. when is true women, when is some insecurity or other (for warning or curing, or for mystery) temporally moons..

You know.. we take Women as a divine channel and same time each other must know, that is is some level of alertness that is needed if meeting with all kind of unclean people.. as in them might be some energy or rather spirit who will inject in to us for various reasons them self, if they can.. sometimes...
thats way lot of silly rituals was for old times, to mechanically just in case remove and mess up the spirit plans....some rituals was for diversion, some was for ever working some was temporally or for some aria infected dangers only.. but in most part them was and is needed if some other wisdom is not near by (or strong intelligent love with psychedelics )..

Like if kids is more then 8.. or specially when 12-14 then last moment, to keep them safe .. and give them magic mushrooms,
and with mother tripping kids, really impotent for life longer connections..

just make sure no worries comes in to trip.. mothers when tripping with kids is wonderful thing.. but as soon some undone job worry come, can mess up things..
.. so make and plan and prepare... and release the tension and worry, by helping each other remeber, that MOST important You already have: Each other, and that is the MAIN only thing, to keep in mind, for this all other systems are to weaken.. and for that all have to keep, and prepare how to keep few grand children levels in future, important

Theoretically we can fit kids and wife also here

Lucky You, for demanding wife : )

3 kids, job and demanding wife makes busy life..

sounds great! I would like to visit, lets see when it is possible to get free from family.

but yea, i can host here easy if needed

et least a job i can accept,
lets hope them accept my way also

german teenager

but still.. perhaps in a month, will have what is needed so i can get my lucy finally,
have one social job for helping to grow one teenager

I moved to more of country side now, to flour mill property,
can come to sauna here (small one but still.. got water spot to jump in also)

btw, the lucy is 4 eu coins per one experience.. sounds ok?

I am not keeping my šelf tuned in to them so strong right now, just knowthey are somewhere, around.. but will keep sharing

for sure

if you hear about any Tallinn area (or any estonian) psy events, let me know.. I have wanted to come to some estonian psy event for a long time, but I often hear about them too late

yes that sounds good! Good find!

too bad I knew too late, cannot take free weekend now :(

https://www.facebook.com/events/1693028980936547/
looks nice event!"

the other at least not, of the b version, I am not 100% sure

nice ! :))

Oh, so great !!!

Perhaps can even send someone to pickup

It seems the tolerance for these we have now, is also building up really quick, the 3-4 times of the amount that first time surprised me, did not do so much at all after few days.

Only thing i worry, i left my book open and that was on daylight.. wonder, is it damageable by light or warmth?

Will keep you informed to my Finnish travels . )

My work is now near the harbor

I can see you naturally if you are coming to hki

Not sure when coming to tallinn, sometime in winter, will let you know later when i am there

Btw, i reserved real lucy for you, quite ok price

True true,
but just to keep memory in family mind, that they would know, what is really important for you even if faraway long time,
many fathers forget that talk and ten after time child start to think or women, that ..

beautifully said! yes, family is most important.. but I can guarantee that it is not always easy to take care, many duties.

this will stay in heart, and something they can talk about to grand grand children about far away living man who loved hes family truly... and this is really rare in this world.. to stay in wonder, to the end

Wife have to feel and kids, that you have all you need, that you not run anywhere, that all most important you have, is in home

but if You have wife, and 3 kids, then You are already there... jsut to keep that togheder and You have done more, then most.
And it is most important and greatest we can do, to keep our wife and children in love, and understanding, and realazing, for them, that in Your eyes, they are most important and give them good guidelines, for bettering the world... so the Real buzy, is past in your life.. you have found what to be busy about... all others who are busy, but have got no family.. .what they are busy about.. what will be benafit.. Stay good!

Just discovered i have shirt on about Lappland, 3000 years old rockpaintings . )

eh, forgot to reply.. yes, I have a wife and 3 kids, so life is sometimes very busy in weekdays.

just the ones who directly, are against the enlightemenet, these are a bit problematic .. and they got many ties working... and have old ties in many places with force.. and they can force them on many of us.. so have to be patient and responsible with them..as ther might be some cosmic god-love robot-alien battle between humans who play vital role on our small and powerful potential... and is irresponsible to just waste our potential also

do You have wife?
Seems much more easier to trip, with a women, but that maybe is putting to much pressure on them and making ouself to weak, but is also weak, to be afraid to surrender to a women it seems

so yeah.. women wants us to know, that we would be able to surrender to them complete, and same time their soul does not need man who will admit on a danger with no escape what she already know before,

so yeah.. this love and holy spirit topic, is my main thing, how to put that in to understandable for for my self, and then for others, is more easy

seems, that holy spirit is women center soul , source or so ..as strange thing they say.. in a bible even,, that one can mistake against god, but if one mistakes against holy spirit, (against life?) then this will not be forgiven
even by all forgiving god it self

have to meditate on this one

in the end , they also want good, so this way, we just have to be patient, and responsible our self, and understanding, as after all,,, these things in wrong hands, do feel like soul losing powerful things... and even more powerful then able to express in literature

home*

jah, this is main thing.. to keep onions and work and hope separated nicely
and same time make it look..like they would have something to look... in wrong places

:)

oh yes, OTR I use also.. but not on this work laptop :)

this is usually willdo it also https://otr.cypherpunks.ca/

irc was my oldtime favorite also

just keep sources secure, this is most important, use other apps and computers for that, or timezones
they after the sources

I use telegram sometimes, it is not perfect, but is ok for most things, irc is my favorite thing but you need to know how to use irssi irc client and the basic linux usage.

even thought, many securty apps are honey traps to filter out these who use them..open sometimes is more secure even:S

luckily there is so many secure apps and chats, just let me know what kind u prefer

it always has been,
I use it usually like "in your face"
and also to make sure, they know what is talked , in history books.

would be interesting.. for me both materials take 1.5-3h to begin. They last long. Alice is great, I can help with that also later, but we must find a better place to discuss.. facebook has some security risks.

for abottle

but still, i try to focus to get on to real alice

I think the honey can accelerate the intake of these things, will test it again in few other settings

Thanks, and thanks for the medicine!

yes, it happens gradually. Even though I feel occasionally in these events that all of us, all people are already united, the real progress comes slowly and needs time. Yes, we will meet again for sure, must see when I come to Tallinn again.

Sweet to hear that man!

Time to unite u know :p

yes,yaga was very, very nice event.. really positive, happy and memorable. Lithuania also overall surprised positively, baltic states really rock!

: ))))
Great!

I had run out of food on sunday morning, found the honey again and ate the rest.. it really hit the spot and I danced still 6 more hours just with the energy of honey :D so thank you a lot!

the honey was really, really good!

hehe, sounds quite interesting.. I hope it was positive overall

lol, had to start to argue with main bishop in in our mayor Eastern Orthodox Church ( Orthodox Catholic Church ) about matriarchy and Jews :D

no idea what i thought about last message but yes, lasted few days and keep me working hard, build halv new runaway with heavy stones, cleaned house yeard and house inside redecorated more then total in last years when i was planning to do it but had no balls

at moning i shuld be on mayor relgious building from arund 9-10

tripping up to now from the few hurs from eye

yeah, i thought would be smart idea to mix the two (luckilly in 1/5 - 1/7th)
mixed mode they kick in suprisingly fast,
half an hour to me or probabaly less, 15. *

But perhaps becouse am vegetarian or something
and really in to sensitie to tips..

and then after mixing, i thought would be good idea to go traavel with a buss to go help one lady, in ohter side of City..<<<<<<<
all was good idea,

they take 3h to come up

thanks! and be careful and patient with those materials, they are not for beginners, as they are quite long experiences

on the honey as You know, the honeycomb raw is supper healthy, should normalize trips and you can chew it.. and collect the Propolis and beewax for later usage after using it as a chewingcum for some time.
Can swallow also i think, maight be good as it helps to remove from body heavymetals and other unneeded crap for high packed technology bees has integrated in there.
But enjoy the event!
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from you, awesome, looking for practical usage in here

Was U sure, it was 11:30 ?
Am handing around here .. : )

Bearded one

something similar to https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Royal_London_Hospital_for_Integrated_Medicine ... Royal Family is in to it as we.ll.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCChf2WHNE4 she works in Your land as well, and is heading to integrative medicine

the women who am friending, who want to make revolution perhaps also ..is working 20 years on psychiatry and her personal friend is Dr. Nutt

ok, we will be outside renting the van also, so if we are busy with that, you might need to wait a bit until the paperwork is done .. but yeah, now to sleep.. wake-up in 4.5h

now will try to find some alarm thingy on Linux to get me up on time

phone thing was a bit random, but just thats true as well,

i will try to stand around place where people come out
a my phone is dead again
and if can not see then will stand outside where is taxis, buses.
will have black backpag

for sure

face-to-face is always nice to talk a bit

I will have rainbow colored suspenders in the harbor.. no big deal if we do not meet tomorrow, but would be great of course to shortly finally meet.

oh, nice one Finno brother!
Will see You at port on next day

had plans to come to yaga as well, but .. perhaps will be able to do that next year. Looked great ! Lets hop people will keep it so.

My self will run of to farm for bees now, proper bees.

yes, if you come to harbor (we come with eckeröline to sadama A) around 11.30 or so, I can bring something with me.. no charge

So Ya coming ?
my nr is 372 522 9041 for a moment

My DF inbox for a moment is not accessable.. but ya can find me from Kadaka Tee 88 (red wooden house, Nearest stop by bus 23 Kadaka, or bus 24A Kassi (Cat ;) ))
But with taxify is more easy

Much of revolution material needed here : )

jup.. the policy here is .. hard one

Another topic would be the new entheogens, 5-meo-mipt, miprocin, 2c-e etc.. their effects and new experiences they provide. I guess you have also quite strict policies on research chemicals these days.

I was just wondering if Estonia has any of these kinds of associations.

I am part of Hpp ry, a non-profit in finland trying to do drug-policy reform. I am also part of psychedelic associations and groups here trying to bring the psychedelic culture into the main society, so that one day anybody could use them as sacraments or recreational tools as they see fit, with as few problems as possible. This is still far away in our society.

sorry for being silent.. I have a family of 3 kids, sometimes this simply takes all my energy for days or even weeks at once. Now I am returning to routine work-home schedule so trying again.

so how we get thes preasts to turst shaman arts again, to show them there is more then plantets toalling ?
Or rahter, that we know also.. a bit and wana help what they ave done long time ago... just we think.. his what we do has ben longer...

nice nice

psychedelic is the topic, d-f is short from good old drugs-forum. Religion is also one often recurring theme among my talks, but lets start with psy sometime when planets align

tell me about d-f : ) ?

Psychedelic , Women and Relgion is good topic. .and what we can do ... to make it better . )

as in these days i can find time to be on here, time by time., but often i "appear offline"

well, often have time, but sometimes good to warm up what u wanna chat abut

I found you on d-f, let me know if you have time/interest to chat sometime