Facebook

Water still the same family we are all well thank you for caring

is the water situation, family situation got better jet?

Thank You Moira!

am sure soviet time they had psychiatric medicines a lot in use, to cure optimism..

but am not sure if am i,
not sure what optimism is,
maybe it is just "being in nice imagning illusion" or something like that

too ¤

Compared to situation perhaps to optimistic

You are so optimistic

but yea, as long people are alive, i think, hope, and believe we eventually can get better and do better!

(optimistically)

// okey some part was understandable :)

will do what can to fix that as well

so this is why it seems like most of country is invaded and even TV channels work against preserving culture, at time sfeeling

same time will try to do so also, that our kind of lands will become fee...

kind of new kind of software in my head years has been cooking,,, and connections... that perhaps step by step just will kepp offering so good and directing so needed way in all channels..

that people would end up finally in correct place, if they even end up in wild off-roads of internet...

The ideas it self is easily larger then of Microsoft & Facebook level would not have enough level unless in person CEO-Owner it self. Meaning kind of UN level but ground seed comes from peasants who got government approval and in gov these can vote for approving, who is choose in this position by county people.

For example culture minister and worker can be the one who is cultural and from a culture who put them to represent them self, or at times in free will,
like Xhosa matters or native america matters should represent the ones who are chosen by their own kind to be among other kinds as mediator.

Not really original idea,
but it is doable,
and in connection with my other ideas that grow daily, ...should be self preserving and advancing only in arias that is needed,

Perhaps even some culture does not need to learn to dress as pinguin, wear a suit, learn to accept atheism as possible forced normality, etc

but in the end, how ever lived, if normal bible laws apply, then should be allowed and preserved, at best advised, show some example from other lands, how what is done and how it is good...

but then again ...soviet time they also reccomend a lot of silly things and people did... no idea how they got people to do some things with smile that was terrible for true woods people

but they still got normal life compared to me

but looking their states, all proud and respectful on their own way, not asking help from no one so easy ...
then in 10 years ..who knows where we might be ... a lot might go in this time... but i keep hoping to do things so... with great help in their life again, some greater direction can become that will help to set next generation..

compared to really bad

Or maybe good, as mostly still working

Omw that is sad .

sometimes can not but usually can,

it is not literally broken jet , but various mistakes

wow you have a real fulfilling storyyour brother and sister who broke their backs can they still walk

but my oldest sister in 40's managed to get a child and the kid get's mother so much life happyness that she has find some new strength

and just then, now the only man her house who was able to bring in money, now got infected with some illness ...

and is proper sick in deep levels

and jonger brother,
who should take farm over,
managed to broke hes back in hard wood work (they pick up huge trees in there...and he is kind of man who works to good ..above limits.. so now it's there...)..

and my sister also has broken back...

not have been able to contact my older brothers but some of them also doing hard,

so ironically, i might still be able to make it.. when i figure out something that i have been figuring for years..

but any time i come near then it will go away, main problem also, as my teenager time love story still does not want to see me :p ... and any new women something strange happens when i try to get to know them ,
only ones who have been able to get near me have been extreme strong levels involved in esoteric and at times dark arts,
and they kind of women who can turn violet in moment notice and against in hear,t most deep and hard ways , turning all good upside down against in most hurtful way.

one women i almoust started to be together, told me that most of the time she only communicates with dead and spirits, literally, ..and only in work, with in school, with small children, this is her human interaction...

so yeah, all these things also leave me on some spiritual marks i am sure, but i will try to turn all the sufferings of others and my own misfortune to some way of a project for serving a God

so yeah my family story 's for a moment

well, this what i explained, is not considered hard life here, as we much love it, sometimes people actually come off from city to live in country side like this,

well.. when they feel Estonian in heart.. to many still run to the city..

But working with water does remind us more of real life


When i was small ,then it was harder, as mother had to go pick a snow and ice on -minus 20 c.. warm it up.. to wash children these pamperses... and to get fire she had to go to woods while 3 small children in home hungry and cold.. and break some firewood.. bring it many times.. and then with wet wood try to make warm.. to get eventually so far to get to washing.. .. .

i have no idea how she got the mission and strength for life,

to going on.. and then many groups of man who abuse and beat her.. and then..as she had 5 children (plus 2 dead).. then she newer had time to get to a job..

i mean real job, the soviet time man yes, put her to work in state cow macine farm to clean out cow poop and urine in wintertime (and with hundreds of cows.. this is proper heavy thing to do..)

and then was there and making her a "offers" if she not want to make so hard job (and got for that perhaps few euros per day in rubles time).
... mother refused so they put more hard work on her so she broke her back and.. well.
She told back then to the main oss "there comes time when you come to beg from me a beer money"
and this time just was finally few years ago, as the old boss had managed to broke it self in alcohol addiction and had no friends left and look up my mother to ask from Her a money :D (and in fact, he remebered this moment when mother told Him so as he laughed about it laud back then, being rich communist who had Soviet protection and security as sellout for a country)


but she also from all the pain is stuck with a soul to the alcohol now and smoking so all vitamine's go out from body ... and
so now her bones are all broken (fixed many times, metals in hand) and pension she gets is not much more then medicaments she needs..

Wow i thought that life is only in africa .wow i feel it with the people there will keep you in my prayers

Showering to often is first world luxury anyway,
in country side,
my peasant family up to now, in Modern Estonia brings cold water outside,
heat it up in a fire,
and then using for food or washing.

Does not even have a shower, just washing privates in backroom we build as extra,. as there is no suage where dirt can flow away, bathroom is also outside, natural one,

So we used to save water (even if it is free)

We are really struggling with water shortage but coping every one in capetown is only allowed 50 litres a day i have 5 vollunters with me.we shower now every 2nd or third day

Hello i always think of you wow every villunteer who comes here i speak about you. Your personality really amazed us.lucien gareth and william natasha fredre and charne send there regards to you.you must really come and visit us.

But in heart, have been keep You all, these times when my mind travel these places

i need to be sent a lot of of messages to be noticed :p

all the love and care for you!

But yea it is strange, that so great family, with so great service... have to feeel hard times..

seems so illogical..

another way.. if world many parts is ruled by a Ties and Suits... then what we can expect..

They even talk about it in Estonia

and some other short times when is.. then not in a mind who to reply,
the mailbox system is not so perfect to manage large amount of messages..


Just wondered, how is life now going,

The water problem there i heard also large?

Thank You,
Just saw the greetings now,

this is how my mind is.. putting connections forward , "to answer when better time.."


and it seems newer to come jet

Happy birthday margus may God bless you to see many more.thinking of you

Greetings, How are you and family doing? I hope all is wonderful!
Its freezing cold here (-22) but besides that it's all good with me.
i have been less and less in Internet so i haven't been able to keep my self updated with latest news in SA.


I started to use Ubuntu Linux (it's so easy!) again as i was so tired of Microsoft terror & viruses ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ubuntu_%28operating_system%29 ) so it automatically reminded me You guys as it comes from SA Philosophy & SA business man is biggest promoter for it in world giving it away for free CD's. Who knows.. maybe i can start up some project to notify more people about Ubuntu and encourage other Linux people to join the forces.

But i also wanted to ask...
did you meet Mihail jet? One of my friend is in SA - Chantel meet him already, i told him also about my favorite family in SA so he might come by and visit you guys soon!
http://www.facebook.com/mihai.iordache He is really awesome guy :)

Hugs & Love from Estonia!