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Correct,
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Always! You are welcome!

Head ööd!

...right?

thank u for great contact :)

i take sleep now...

just remeber , even if am not reply.. jus tkeep writing,, do not stop :)

Doesn't happen so often that a lot whatsapp message says "read more"

Oh what's this?

silly people
but yea, these times sucked https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Molotov%E2%80%93Ribbentrop_Pact
..specially for us:D

That's good - had tried to write less because people got annoyed reading my "books"

as u know..writing is for free in this word.. and i cant understand why most people only able to send few sentences

well, for me is opposite...if to little.. then i worry :)

Nah, I will remember where it was filmed.

Hmm. Manis Friedman. No. Haven't heard of him before. But I will save this on my laptop, so I can watch it.
In school we didn't learn this much about Jewish people. Only the usual stuff.
This here seems worth listening to.

Hahaha! Not talking about LSD is bad, yeah.
I talked ones about LSD - what it does - I was in fifth grade and one guy from the twelfth grade was shocked about the fact that I knew more about it than him!


I would never want Estonia and Germany go against each other!
That made me feel like loosing the ground below me, this moment, thinking about that.

Ah! You talking about Anime and Manga! I should really start reading those Japanese comics again. Bought a lot new one's and haven't opened them...

Well, than I wish you good night!
Hope I don't write to much - my Norwegian guy had a heart attack last time because of to many emails...

(lot of good japanese cartoon recomendatins as well, and movies, to help to build up life.. )

lets just hope, that our countries wil not newer ever be at war again, but in support of evolution

am starting to go to sleep.. and sometimes i rest for weeks for chat.. but u.. feel no shame in here for sending me large amount of text if needed

but they only worth to hear, if to hear them for real, as masters, that means, swallow words as truths...
later seccond time hearing.. can interpet and argue etc..

the antony de mello "how to love" is good one series and some like that.. they not soft gurus like this german.. what was hes name.. the ... really famous one... lectures in english but i thi...og its enlish born, the etcar tolle..
hes stuff is to soft and vague imho, .. some good points but...
allan and antony de mello, and rabby, is more practical

there is one more ... antony de mello...
who also had good stuf... as most of hes maerial of audio was destoryed or "lost" ... but som ethat end up in internet.. is worth.. only perhaps 5-7 hours left of hes materiall..

and Terrence Macenna.. if wanna some more far out.. but hes voice is to anoying for some... and as i am internally "pro goverment" them we might not agree with a lot.. but he still got many important things to say..

allan lacks the femine part, women wisdom..
and rabby does not talk about LSD :p

but yea.. them save for future.. i just keep them as backround sometimes, when working , cleaning , or somethng i do not wanna waste time.. but when i hear them same time.. then i feel time not wasted

as they are elite on their own field

good to hear sometimes, some of it .. between works.. helps to rebuild mind.. and this guy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrBqzcZBCd0 .. have not heard my self perhaps this video, but most of hes material is good.. and some are Really good..

in combination with ortodox rabby... the zen western guy.. migh t be good

oh, actual lythfr siis om hes channel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKBeuiXQf3E the 11213 thingy

i mean, look up this guy channel... there is loads of stuf.. gives example what the jew is Really about compared to what cosiety has made of it

matriarchial point of view...where space is female..and womens are her smaller personal expressions here, with all full scale of pain and personalatty.. who all in total make up a femine network, ..Great Her.. that is not even measurable in one body... to a man, who is killing Her,,

u know this guy.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40AvDUAYwhQ

(the song Plekksüda, - after, in list of last link in youtube, on " Happevihm, LSD " like songs... is filmed behind house i live.. not epic important for the lyrics, but yea, this .. still, good words i would say. )

so yea.. how can we say.. that being women or man does not tell us how we feel or think.. as we can only know fully only how our self feels right..
and perhaps... the pain u feel so large, is femine part of u

...looking the last lyrics...
http://sasslantis.ee/lyrics-evestus-you_re_not_good_enough_to_be_my_enemy
is fitting totallly to be female song, about proper femine soul singing at large to the robotic man society She keeps alive.. who is beating up small parts of her in here... disrespecting at large... but when to measure... every aaswhipe.. they can not even measure up the worth to consider as enemy..as they would piss them self if they would really see up against how large force they really are, who give them birth, also comsically.. expressing it with pain earthly..

You are a really nice and also good person.
Wish more people were like you.

Those three in all "Sacrifice", "Sleep Forever", "You're not good enough to be my enemy"...
Every song seems to describe a certain (negative) aspect and then again they are all linked to the "lesser and waste of space me" against the "ignorant society who just goes with the flow".
This just makes me feel connected to this singer - he is simply honest. Honest to himself. Honest to others. Not holding back.

I have started growing out my hair - just for the plus effect when headbanging.
But I will keep my sidecuts.

(and i am not the kind who shar ekind words for girls with short hair or for feminists.. really... as i think in this world.. is no benafit to do, as greek-roman system trick us ... but thats another topic, no need to re open that for now)

i feel u to be totally normal, in soul part

(if u start to hael urself with other kind of music and words.. u will leave soon darker behind.. but still remeber needed information about it.. as it is gift to be in deep, and to come back.. and to remember AND to understand.. AND to put in practice...for warning to others, in beneficial way)

do you have some particular song from Evestus that related strongly some point?

well, it is natural t ofeel like that in situations like that, and in thoughts like that
completely normal, including, specially, this that you worry about it... this makes it specially normal

Is this good or bad.
Because I feel bad about the way I am.

//because // as it start to seem, that "this is what humans are"

but they are not, by far, not at all.. humans are awesome actually, really. if we just able to find them ...

_--
Okey, i tune in to what You say now

Well how I said - some people don't know where to put me. So they ask what I am.
Some see just a boy.
And I say I am a guy.
The gender doesn't tell how a person - the human being himself - feels like.

So yeah, I don't mind raw language.
Better being honest that sugarcoating everything.

Hardrock Hallelujah... hmm... have never listened to the lyrics of it. But, man - that was years ago. I think I was still in elementary school wasn't I?

I will save all links in one document.
That's a lot.
Better start from the beginning.

Have you listened to Evestus - i know, he doesn't sing in Estonian and hasn't when he was in Solwaig.
Is also synthesizer-like.
But his music partially would describe how I feel.
Also a bit lot of Black Metal.

and when one opening heart discovers that.. then comes hatered against humans in general

but most youth, and ppl today .are like empty hole.. as thye care about their own mistakes so much,., that whatever someone will cry to them.. it will just be some backround noise in the end..

it will pull u more deep

as it is terrible mistake to pour heart out to an empty hole

sometimes small amounts of MDMA helps.. but sitll.. u need to do it with peope with soul...
u know.. not the kind who lack spiritual care

You know you need proper man next to yea,
to who ya can cry strong,
even go crazy.. and feel no fear .. that one will look u more then with understanding... even if they do not understand, they will not be asfraid.. and will close hands around u.. and let u go also if you want to run, but will care.. where u run, and keep heart with you.. something liek that.. this helps cure the emotional things...as it is not healthy to keep inside this .. it gets us insane

so yea, this would be great amount of material...
now just ask directly.. between.. anything U like, will not send more song links for now : )
if need more language. then here is loads: http://www.folklore.ee/ebaas/
and here i stranslation and dictionaries. .http://www.neti.ee/cgi-bin/teema/INFO_JA_MEEDIA/Sonastikud/

or rap from LSD trippers..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjQyhRNX2yA&list=RDHjQyhRNX2yA
happevihm, teadvus, Pleksyda...


the last one of the three, is most easy to undestand i think..

then there is another type of rap..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vHatW7Si0c
or even better from him is https://soundcloud.com/pkestonia/pk-usuopetus
(well, hes sound feels like computer syteziser but still. some dimension...)

but there is hundreds more .. from pop rap https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jr2n9LbY2x4&list=RDJr2n9LbY2x4 ... or their https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OYDTVepKHg0

(the song name is: "Language of the Feelings" - from kare kauks )

to teach them , robots, to care

but we gotta love them, to help them., to free us, with least amount of casualties..

i always get to insane, when trying to explain the opponents of matriarchy

who am really... really hard to imagine, them to be a humans at all

sorry for talking to raw,
forgot am talking to Lady.. for a moment...
But you looking so hard core things, i hope, thats fine,
just reading my own version of text emotions.. simple to missunderstand them.. as not writen so well..

so feel free to ask clearifications : )

thats good, you talk proper, real talk.

the kare kauks songs,
this songs are from sovet time.. but they was slip fro mcensor, as they just look as love songs..
but these are actually the main tecnology the soviets was against, against love.. as this is what pentagram, the homo-greek-roMan society is against, against proper female matriarchial love and order,... they would like the robotic feelingles simple control and just use women as a incubator.. tehey even told that few thousand years ago... that female is only good for kaming another males... .. they can be trained to know some arts and science.. but it is liektraining money or something... this are the "idols" who put in place our school system... and society, the "democrazy" (daemon crazy as i call it) ... so yea... it is easy to feel insane in here.. as they try to cure out feelings and prison got wit ha women, in to a computer kind of order...
but the failure will be huge,,., has been ... for the devil is loser (basically.. if u remeber the Finalnd song Lordi... ... or their Hard Rock HAlleluya ... .... actually they use devil for symbolic.. but i think.. based on scriptures.. the final bad side... is working for good... to eliminate in the end.. everyone who wanna suck up for evil
)

Better forget about that one message

I am one of those who are drowning in there own pain because I keep my feelings all to myself till I burst. Meaning hurting another person unintentionally and those moments just make me angry. Angry about myself. I tend to be self-destructive. And since I suppress my feelings I don't know how to cope with those. Because over time normal things like being happy or sad become undistinguishable till nonexistent.
So does Love just feel like great pain.
But I don't cry. Haven't for years. Except for my emotional breakouts. Without tears but loud and violent.

there is another secret, level .. of-course..
what is main level of Estonia
perhaps similar thing in other languages as well..
but sometimes, there is meaning, and story, just in the tone of a voice, or in a tone + irony of an combination...

like direct translation might look useless, but the extra information is in a tone or in a voice..
for example these 2 songs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgVHi3X-2QU&list=RDWgVHi3X-2QU
there is pure deep feelings + emotion for taste and simple words but mostly the voice is something that will make You boil inside, if word meanings will flow in directly, understanding, the proper direct truth of the words, as they are told from this kind of voice, as direct truth, not as just a words like "oh you are my life" sounds like whatever... but if one thinks out the meaning how one really feels or explains to other side... that... but "OH, YOU, really, literally, ARE, my life" ..
or rather. the meaning on this song there "and your pain will be part of mine"
this is literal meaning, of proper love,
biblical stuff also
when humans consiosness is joined in to one, a body also in another world.. so the pain that man is feeling, will be felt equally if even more, by the female.


but u know.. who fan's thje real love in these days, to much fear of pain,
rather they make paper life and die empty and .. well.. with no soul

festival, yeah, me to : )

yea i know, they wanted to force me to take x-ray in germany, and when i told, in my land this kind of rude technology is not appreciated after soviet time, .. they asked , a doctor, Estonia? What is that?

i was : It is a better version of Germany.
__

in these songs, 2 last ones, there is a bit female soul put in to, ya can relate, feel better probably.
Ya know, this naive, large, love, and pain for the world and for the robotic stupidity of systematic destruction of life that wanna make you cry, but got no time, as have to spend time to save the drowning souls who would freak out even more, if women would share the true feeling and cry.. as the other side , man most often, is not handled, evolved volentarilly to handle emotions deeper then "someone hit my car" or "she fuck another one so i will be just pissed hard and ignore even harder, drink even harder, and pretend how not caring, before investigating what and why happened, before to late..."

I wanna be at an song festival of yours...

Yeah they really did - but maybe it was because of a certain one...
"Narva Pataljon Laulud" I really had to try this one. It was my way to let off some steam...
I guess it was just fitting in the eyes of the others.

You really got this from us?
OK. Singing was back then something you could listen to. Today's German music mostly sucks. Most people here are wannabes. And sadly those with real talent are often ignored. Because the are not radio-edition-mainstream enough.

Today I read about this 25-30% thing.
They where pointing out words like "Tomate = tomati"
"Stuhl = tool"

It's sad that around here no-one is interested in this language and culture.
One girl asked me:"Ästonia?"
For real...as if they never heard of it...
They are all about learning Chinese and Russian.

or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uVFV2JWCLQ
http://sasslantis.ee/lyrics-laura-2020

then a bit our pop music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdrFbyHKD5Q

http://sasslantis.ee/lyrics-grete_paia-paastke_noored_hinged

(taking in to account, you use language skills for good, :p )

You know thats proper good thing You do,
wish there would be more Your kind, with interest like that

then there is folk songs.. on folk songs.. behind the translation, there is the moral and a parallel meanings, and related story..
probably similar also in Greman, u got great amount of folk i have heard

and then am try to find time...
am had in plan to make public large scale translation of or kind of songs .. kind of u remind me this project.. and need for doing it..

and in few days later.. u can collect in paper.. for things you feel, did not find good meaning translation, or to re-confirm, if u got proper translation AND the meaning

words for that one, should look clear even in English

this is ofcourse epic https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUCYcCboUVE
and there is another versions, studio versions in related videos (as with most other ones)

You know Estonia got the singing party From Germany

our language is also, about up to 30% from Old Germany they say,

lol they told that?
F them :D
... song should have message, meaning.. well.. in soviet time most of Estonia natural songs was "to political"
specially the ones they was not able to figure out...

well.. but they still missed many.. as robot translation did not give out the historic background of double meanings and context

yea, we should : ))

then one good our soul explaining song is
by rap artist, (not originally) this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIS3uBTzpts ... that looks lame at first and simple.. but once we are able to fully imagine that what is told in one row in mind.. then great picture should emerge... not sure if that works in english, as some things can not tbe translated so they would stay alive.. but well.. i am interested to see that one my self in future

this old lyrics in more near original singer voice: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpiUxhmmhvM or softer sound even.. but more clear to feel the words https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMrGwSpwB6A ... looks a bit to folk but good for learning still

In my Internship they told me not to sing anything political...

Metsatöll!!! That's one of my favorites - why didn't I thought of them?!
Ah right...around this time we had exams and I had to put them by side... what a shame...

It was vaid vaprust which I was listening to nonstop and the whole time I thought "I don't know what he is singing but I will just sing along..."

That's so great!

"Mu isamaa..." there was this one title I also like... something like "My fatherland", right?
One translates to "Curse upon iron" i think...

So much good and interesting learning material and information - now I am a little bit overwhelmed, haha!!

I totally appreciate what you are doing here for me.

(this "Propeller" is from political song section)

then there is the lyrics translation page You might know, http://lyricstranslate.com/en/massikommunikatsioon-84-mass-communication.html there i have made one only from that account... but will try to make better work in future.. many lyrics translated well in this portal, ... some.. wel... some are just translated but as i told.. some estonians them self not know deep meaning of words...
as i had argument with one yesterday, who was thinking, that Feeling and Emotion is one and same thing... what you going to do with these kind..

so mpst lyrics u can find from here http://sasslantis.ee/

folk is most vital, as has most clear wordings and usually also the smartest meanings
as this is what folk is about..

Will get in to rap also.,
then some vital Pop songs...

and then will finish up with some vital national songs, popular politic songs, and soft landing in folk

http://www.estonianmetal.com/bands.php?ch=all

some more in here http://www.estonianmetal.com/bands.php

cartoon that runs, is from our folk epic,

So the first is
Metsatöll
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--i3pwGGabE&list=PL40F2211B6C8B7844

next 3 days or so, am will be a bit more occupied, but can get u some names, at least,
and u can look up lyrics, there is one main location for that in most part..
(and some songs are translated in lyric translation page.. there is website like that.. what translates lyrics specially.. if you have found)

Sweet

Sure I am!

There is still some metal bands in Estonia i can recommend, whose words can be understood, if u interested

well, i felt so, so for me You lady,
even if You look like grisly bear, am not mind, .. just helps me to identify on soul level, higher level, and lucky You are, as females are in most part whole another species in my book with much of higher intellect (that kind, what matters) and powers not measurable by the man, that She made, for her, for protection and for work. (and is all well with it, as... as if the "poor" man, would discover even fraction of his worth and potential, She give to him with a god, then He would compare to ordinary Bud drinking football fan as much as Eagle compares to paper plane, well, my wording for it, for today, if that's good with You, madam? )

...I have the female part...

It is really common for people to find hard to identify their core on these times, but always lets start from basic, what happens between heads, in brain, is another thing,

looks is something that people interpret based on culture, planet, and on current century fashion

well, do You have utterus or do you spitt sperm ?

Not so much written here - I just don't get used to this oversized smartphone.
Let's get back to pen-and-paper-times!!

Call me Vince! I am a Student, 21 years old.
I live in Germany, Niedersachen and study Industrial Design (soon 7th semester) in Osnabrück.
I speak only German and English (both my mother tonge) and had two semester Japanese.
Plus a tiny bit of Norwegian.

"Soviet soul hacking department" - now this sounds creepy, even for me...
But I bet they do...

But I am more interested in Estonian because, firstly I love the sound of it.
It's probably this singing-like...

No. Really me ain't no Soviet - and I don't even like those who roam in the village where I live... Bad memories.

I think Estonia is a great and strong nation - something I like about it and the people that live there.

Hmm. I am quite random. I know, haha.

Contact category... I don't know... I am so seldom on facebook... "humble student"? "Friend"?

I usually listen to metal, but it's hard to understand when they are screaming/shouting/growling, so I thought "how about räpp?"

Yeah! Music has so far always been a good way to understand and connect for me!! So, that's a good idea!

...McDonald's is not my thing...
That's a culture-killer in my eyes...

Am I a Lady - that's sometimes a really hard question for me.
People usually ask me this when they see me and just don't know where they should put me.
I say I am a guy - I look rather like a little boy...sadly.

(my FB account still shows, that You are writing.. but no text is coming.. just in case, you are nervous, then worry not.. just send part of it and can fix later, in google doc online writer or so... sometimes my self re-write 10 times things, and newer able to send it as it is not jet perfect enough.. so all dimensions would be able to understand it.. but so.. take it easy.. i can see ur respect kind of person just by the small picks from posts and from what You asking. But still, feel free to answer as deeply and large as u feel is needed, deeper the better : ) )

Make sure You not loosing the text that You seem to write there,
seems to come a Page full.
i hope it is.
or the FB is just messing with me

Finland?

are you >Lady?

(more then half of "locals" here, i meant, who keep bragging how they are part of unique culture, and then go to MacDonald and drink same spirit and consume same soup-operas as...) u get the pic

i can give you a great task of few song lists.. to translate.. as the meaning of the songs, help to understand our culture and language better
if you are a kind of deepy u seem to be, then you might understand after self lessons, from songs, more then half of city generation in todays raped society

(what is the contact category under what i can add u+)

it was really unusual place you asked to translate.. .

but can you expand that.. why You interested of it and from where are you?

As you know.. it is a bit private language and culture.. and worth more then most people in tie can relate..

..just try to filter out,if you some agent working for soviet soul hacking department, who destroy cultures by understanding all corners of youth and old sp3ak, ... as u know they really do that.. they missed some bits on soviet time when we sing them under the table and they have not forgiven them self ever sense

Well, I am just very interested in learning the Estonian language and also about the culture - so I often like to ask the people if they could translate what they are writing.

Oh my profile! I can't remember what it contains, but thank you!

can add to a contact, to read more deeply?

interesting profile you got

so tel me ur story

Jup, ur fast

You accepted Scáth's request.

Hi there!
You that one from YT?