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Hey one serious fast question,


Are You familiar with Iboga?

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How they sell it:
http://ibogainetreatment.eu/2017/01/04/ibogaine-treatment-cost/
https://experienceibogaine.com/ibogaine-treatment-cost/

The organization related to clinic:
https://www.ibogainealliance.org/guidelines

Some medicaments is not good with:
https://thethirdwave.co/psychedelics/ibogaine/


Iboga forum:
http://eboka.info/index.php?board=20.0

Erowid:
https://erowid.org/plants/iboga/iboga_basics.shtml

And the iboga experience overview:
https://erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Ibogaine.shtml

Also interesting reports like:
https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=94635


Good link, best, largest original internet real life users community (perhaps) and their mailing list-forum archive:
http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/ibogaine/

Looked from here, She wanted alkoid version
https://www.myeboga.com/ibogaine/forms-of-ibogaine

And Bwiti kind of ...some kind of ritual settings
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bwiti
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And:
https://archive.is/iyrb8

"While the drug metabolism for ibogaine and for many pharmaceutical products may be better understood for distinctions between men and women, there is still no fundamental agreement on the responses of men and women to ibogaine. Wells in her very well thought out article, Notes for Treatment Providers, document #21, finds that women appear less responsive and more problematic as patients while Lotsof in his work finds women to be more responsive and less problematic as ibogaine patients. Hopefully, as more people are treated we will see a greater statistical understanding of the patient population. "

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In her word:
"I don't have an opioid addiction, or any chemical addiction, but I do have a ptsd"

"doesn't need to be in Estonia, anywhere, really, but I'd rather stay out of South America I'd also prefer the Bwiti ceremony to a treatment centre setting but not keen on root bark, I'd rather take the alkaloid"

"I have done plenty of aya, shrooms, and bufo lately - the last having been the best for my condition, but iboga - iboga requires an experienced provider, one can die from it"

" I would leave offers of being a sitter right off since you don't seem to have much knowledge of the substance. "


If You have the power, know the people and can hire some medical nurse with You,
then perhaps say Hello to Her: kristiinamccabe@hotmail.com

She is based in Estonia now.
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If You not for sure, or know other people i should contact let me know.

And
just top of it, if You wanna send some info to me about it that i should know.. then let me know.

Well, i do not have a secrets
in fact You already got it

Dont need you secret...

As what You need to remember, is based on that

(good thing To remember, is ALSO, "for what to remember" )

Before i give secret away,
can i ask,
For what You live, are in here?

Yes..but remember what

For what You want to remeber, need to remeber+

not what, "for what"

remember what?

More important is, for what to remember

Good night, no need to imagine, just to visit time by time to remeber, some

Good night

It does not matter where intelligence comes from , for me... there is not only space time as we know the universe...is other dimensions too,where other kind of intelligence can open portals to realms thar are misterious and infinite in ways never imagined from no man living on this plane

Something for the road: https://www.facebook.com/Psychedelic.Experience/videos/vb.1135161043/10212233778336377/?type=2&video_source=user_video_tab

Sure

I dont understand , sorry...maybe there is a reason... I have to go te sleep, tomorrow I fly early...we continue after

But is there a different kind of origin and reason to be for any blacks, yellow's or other groups?

Well, they say it is just small thing, like hair color, just because of location etc, that after few births this can be altered

white, red, black, yellow,

(not according to communists / liberals )

is there races ?

I first come down to basic

groups of special differences? races

if are human we all come from earth

is there Groups with special differences or special different origins ?

I was not asking that

each is unique

Can You tell me, is there different kind of human species among earth citizens ?

also Finland

because they call me...and I love to come

Why So often in Estonia? : )

I was in Estonia 2 months, mid april till mid may ...will be back at the end of september

Will You be in Estonia anytime ?

Do not worry about it, Your eyes when they saw the text, all You needed is in You,

More important is that the other ones who did not need to get, did not get what they do not need

I really dont get what you are trying to say...

i trust the system and governments generally for what they need and plan
but also am not naive, what can happen if unready powers get to much tech in their hands that is handled by people who is to say it directly, who has consumed ,for starters to little magic mushrooms

For my world view is that Trump is Communist Party member (secret membership has been ordinary from beginning of times..)
to lower true american potential and
to prepare for new wave of new ruler-ship.. but so much has grown over the head thanks to people accessing all kind of information..
so it has seem the time has turned around so many times in last years, and actions re-organized..

but from clear political point of view, if to look with soviet time training eyes a bit.. seems to be clear program in place to push away good from positions, to test various legal attack systems.. and to implement new powers, that are the same old that attacked kings long time ago.. but now in this time, finally in a way that they no need to bother with politics so much..

how to say it, ...

but eventually i my self also, would be alright if there would be organ to trust around the world,
but it can be like this only if selected all growing people will and can direct flow and development a bit correct way.. when the "all is equal" law is revised.. as clearly billionaires have another rights then countryman..

so it is fooling of a poor to say all is equal..
and now they wanna force woman to be equal (lower then they are actually)
to be equal with all robots, mans, homos and beings of any kind... this will remove the Woman as we know..
and turn in to one big slave labor all of it..

as they for global peace, will make soon with great resources the final new step, with or with out aliens

only thing they still looking ,is More perfect solution..
and i got so many to offer.. just worry a bit , when i am with out a woman, what will happen if i start to share it to them..

i mean.. will it be taken away from hands .. yes this.. but spiritually, then these things are owned not by my love.. so ... they can say their resources made this things to be...
so they can decide.. how it will be used.. and if my tech is not used fully then ... then it will not be self protecting, self forever alive system ... that would clean out eventually all unneeded characters from positions where they do not fit to ,

the math for that is much more simpler then they have worked on with supper computer..

or maybe it is just more easy to know for humans, to see calculations that is needed , that serve the purpose.

You know it was demanded to but in to beginning of all soviet time books, glorifying of current powers (Quotations of Lenin or something, if wanting to get science, culture book published), i was thinking they made the beginning of anime, so, to, to last through the times

Genius how many shamanic knowledge so simply they put in to it for easy to understand

15 minutes calmness in to a day:

https://www.facebook.com/Psychedelic.Experience/videos/10214852141953831/

have been last part of my life without woman, the only center point of my philosophy for who i do all and ... just makes me wonder why and how is that possible.
and it is kind of impossible to final and activate any true plans i feel without Her or woman, but this aria is the section that i have found no satisfactory answers

perhaps not been looked

as most places i have looked is so far behind from the answers i need that it takes motivation away to ask second time

But most clad to see You still around!

Have You noticed to be different kind of people, species on our earth, for sure different origin or behavior that is in conflict with each other in a level that they can be considered another species with totally different final aim and wish ?

My story is really fractured and between many worlds,

but as You know probably Yourself,

just pick from it sentences that seem fit to you and You will be able to carry it on deep places.

my current plan is to still same as usually, to ally with greatest we can find and explain them a highest we can find

The tech idea's are kind of the things, i not know if they are mine, in any way, or the are complete parts of visions that are projected to me, for a reasons or by accident.

As with plants or whit out,the reach of the solutions that are all clearly the kind that humans need and like in the end.. they are .. really solid and large, realistic,

and in a way it is slavery also, as i can not do anything else then keeping these things in my mind with my lost love as well..

Back then there .. perhaps if i would have come to meet and bring her along You would have seen the truth and She would be with the one who loves him,
but.. for easy is to excuse "maybe is needed for something"
but.. i also kind of accept that these are just my failures
potentially.

(story is about my first love who i feel still to be with me in spirits but in earthly world she does not even wanna see me, and in fact newer has... but her last true letter for me was where she told i to be most only one who ever has been in her life .. and then she perhaps because i was not able to act as man to much.. marry the abusive, specially mentally abusive, bold man who deals with casinos and slave labor or workforce management. )

So yeah, ... this in my plan is that i can not find a reason ,strength, assurance, reason to put it on action with out being with a woman,

but then i was thinking to quit my 7+ years moaning period and in purpose be now alone for another 7 and THEN start to live real life,

and for now just will start to deal with solutions that are flowing with me years...


still how to make it with out a woman is kind of a mystery...

same time i feel loosing time when events as like that: https://www.worldgovernmentsummit.org/knowledge-hub/knowledge-hub/world-government-summit-2017-to-host-largest-gathering-of-governments-international-organizations-and-global-thought-leaders

Are most likely done even in higher level...
with final solutions..

And they will start to if needed use Estonia e-state systems and cyber security.. and to build in combination with social networks future complete government, planet management ....

at best i can do for now.. is to feed them ideas that would make another people more then bilonaires.. in hopes, that them will be integrated..

and the creators

So have You noticed, any kind of knowledge's that is to dangerous to share or that will be better if forgotten?

Is there any kind of hopes, that is better for humans to not know.. and same time we can depend that the ones who we fear most ,that they would not be able to access it.. or is that clearly really in the deep past as All the highest knowledge

by the grand parents of people's friends as : https://www.facebook.com/PrinceFrederickMagnumIII

is long archived and in use with highest on 2 sides, if there is any kind of 2 sides in the end, i softly keep hoping that there is.

I am so glad You write me longer last time, and surprised that i was able to see it just now,

but yes, today's question reminds: is there dangerous knowledge that will slow down all humans betterment if free information will start to rule

or will it be just the thing that will bring everything good faster to us as needed,

as more then 10 years i have had on going building of a plan and methods of many kinds, far reaching to local administration , to changing thinking batters to ordinary advertisements in internet as social networks and e-states global administration... i have seen the methods how it is have to be done, so freedom and information would stay alive

and what i worry most, that thy instead make it "secure" static, in a way that all creativity and potential will be virtualized in incubators kind of..

in web technology, in my mind there must be MANY layers and layers own bases that all interact with each other by keeping borders and same time allowing access,

By separating various kind of knowledge's

...also A.i. will anyway investigate who they offer a screen,and what kind of screen who needs... so i would keep the Web liquid, psychedelic,
and NOT put in effort on privacy but more worry about methods to secure and multi-interpret all kind of past records, in early start of internet.

When there was a lot of raw material
and apply methods that help to vizualize evolving of sertain kind of mindsets and link what is related to them with them... and seperate to show another kind of mindsets and show where they come from ...

as for now it is all messed up in most of the web, it is too democratic, meaning that all evil and wrong have same rights that honest and good, and int he end money amount will decide right now whos message will be seen more,
and by democracy own standards this is even not a democracy, but this is where democracy leads: imperial slavery
in a way.. ... and perhaps there is no escape from imperial slavery we are in already, just have to find ways to explain imperials how we and they can survive, as if they squeeese people to much there is no life left to anyone.

and them have to remember still, humans was made for ruling the Angels not another way around in the end. i depend on that, ... but before humans even start to realize they potential.. i wanna make these systems so they can trust and find what is needed,
from Mackenna to Rabbi Manis
from smartshops to country farms with woods where to get in contact with creator

Say hi to your new Facebook friend, Carlos.

hello Margus
About your first question: I will prefer that this radio interview is only used for the purpose than for what has been made...thank you for asking, it shows your spiritual integrity also. By the way, if I would have agree, you should have also to have asked my friend Ingrid, who runs the radio programme, the for permision to do anything with it...
If you like to make something like that in the future, we can have an interview with you when I come back...Ok?

About the other questions:
Love is expantion
Fear is contraction
and this is somethiong that you feel, not something that you think about

Everybody have a different kind of "Reality", since everybody have a unique point of view of the Universe, since our plece in It is unique in space and time.Language can be used to create a bridge in order to find a "common ground" to try to describe an "objective reality". R"Reality" foer Man is concensuss: we agree in the description of what we call Real. Hundred of years ago, people share as "reality" that the planet was flat, and everybody agree.

When I speak to people, I care to find the right words for what I want to convey , the best that I can...but I dont expect that EVERYBODY will understand what I am saying...there is nothing else that I cando anyway...but, I tell you, most of the people understand me and I make sure that at the end of the talk there is questions and answers , for anybody to be satisfied.Thats the usual way. Beside, I am jnot trying to reach MORE people...people reach me, even when I dont work with publicity or other media way to reach for more people. I prefer to go olow profile now.

How can be there real caring without Love?
How can people love without knowing they are feeling it? ( this seems like a intelectual search)

About the masters you ask me, I love them all, adding Osho, Trungta Rimpoche, Pir Vilayat Khan, Nisargaddat Maharaji, Mooji...
greetings
Carlos

My girlfriend was in your ceremony and i was in other part of Estonia in one other kind of self-finding week long project . Just wanted to thank you also for coming in Estonia - i think it was pretty helpful for Kadri :)

There will be a lot of questions in this mail, i an not sure you like this kind of mail or not, so just take your freedom to not answer any of them if you are short of 'time'

First, I wanted to ask, if it's okey with you if i use your radio program and upload it to google video / youtube / other video/audio sharing websites ? Do you want me to enable any website or contact to the audio/video links? Do you have any pictures/images you would want me to include (or not) to the audio stream (if you are okey with uploading/spreading your radio program in R2)?
I can also post it to your wall if you want to - i think it's helpful talk for people.
I also work on one portal.. but i will not bore you now with that before it has started to become real. As of now it has been my life work, or maybe i convince my self on it.
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- One of your topics was choice between fear & Love. It would be maybe really confusing to understand what i mean here, but i try.

One thing about fear and love i wanted to mention, is the take that wrong kind of people use this same message for their agenda ("you have option between fear & love"... "but we tell you what is fear and what you should love..." basically, what 'they' do) so i just wanted to note that for some people this message might not be appealing (or even might sound fake, cheesy, evil) if they have other view/experience with it , so..

I am not sure if you have seen the movie called Donnie Darko http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0246578/ or the directors cut that reveals more about the movie story & 6 foot rabbit. But here is small example that might a bit explain what i mean:

Donnie Darko vs. Teacher
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFoJ6XNeKOI

Donnie Darko - Jim Cunningham Scene
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE3hXKdTmRs

My question for you would be, how you think would be best way to represent some idea (the ones that do not have "mathematical proof") for people who also have seen so much lies around this idea, eg the the word "Love". Or they have different intellectual or fear based interperation of the word.
People have different emotions/meanings attached to different words in my opinion (and not only me, as you probably know, as i think this idea is not original), so they precive different kind of reality, yes?
So for them the sentences mean different thing ... So they can understand partly or completely different story from same words.
How you make sure, that this you are telling to people is meaningful for as many people as possible or you do not worry about things like that and say what is in your mind, with now worry that many might not understand it? As one cant worry about everyone and better is quality for few then quantity/hope to reach to more people ?

I actually cut off big part of text about my life. I just ask it short first:
can there be real (infinite?) caring with out love?
or can people love and they do not know/believe it ?

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And please, if you have time can you please let me know what is your take on George Ivanovich Gurdjieff teachings and life?

If you happen to know Jodorowsky, what is your take on him?

Robert Anton Wiltson, Alan Watts? :)

For mostly i am always interested about warnings, criticism etc - as i believe this is teaching the best. Not sure how good this belief is but it helps me to understand, care and make sense of things better then only positive notes. If one counts the things that is "bad" "denied" etc.. then there is more room for good & things that are allowed - however long the list is (versus otherwise), yes ?


Thank You Carlos,

Margus Waffa