Facebook

but work place always

it has Newer been just spending time place for me

but can not really do it as needed,
not even 5%

it is my work

free time, active in fb?

Well.. not really active at all in facebook

as i would want to, in these levels,

Normal would be my work to be perhaps 10 hours, 50 some posts per day

it seems you have a lot free time, So active on FB :) Do you work ?

nor farm

in place now, where actually someone can come to visit,

but by no means not jet eurohome

oh, i am same

How are you?

Hey. working :) now more dancing. It was always my main passion. Been in Spain a bit. Traveling and got some creativity tools. It was really nice and inspiring. :)

HOw Youdo ?

And emotional satisfaction

( koshier sex 101)

Just make sure to demand from huspandthe roghts woman gpt whit him, from God

You good,You can handle what You need!

Who more evplved, wise versions of grannys or society... So you feel anxios becouse socity is evolved not and feel need to move larger then possible

In return same thingYou sayd :)

If ypu wpuld live in world, with like old grandmothers, would you feel so?

Who made us feel they expect from us and will feel bad if we not...and we not wan them any worrry becouce of us...

Or we live in world with people whp make us hurry

But not easy to get that we are stupid :D

And these things make others feel bad. So sometimes we need to stop ourselves from being bad and stupid.

I would. Maybe be less. But it was just an example. I get stressed or angry because of many reasons. We always lack people, but still it is me who take too much of responsibility. I was not aware of it. Like today I was worry so much that I will be late. Shouted a bit on Modestas to drive faster. And then realised how stupid it is to wory so much...

To counter Your point : Would You have become depressed feel timesick when with organazing You would have had 20 wonderful people helping, supporting in all prof and emotional ways and needs satisfied?

So it was an example that at least for me there is a need to work with me. Otherways I get to a really down point.

Just last to years I was so stressed about it. Such a paradox. I was doing well being festival but feeling realy bad and didn't have time to go to lectures, because I had to organize everyone
. So I realised that it is me that has some big problems. So this year I am trying to work with my self more. To let go of worries. But so easy. Especialy when my job is to worry :D to take care of everything and organize. To make things happen good.

About 500 people come.

Modestas inspired me. Doing it for third time.

But for practical help I am organising well being festival in august. It is for free. About 20 teachers, talks, yoga and so on. Just for people to feel better.

I have this feeling. But when I do mistakes, people start not to trust me, or get sad, etc.

How to make at least a good one. How to step close to being good human.

And I see that every second is a decision.

Now, I can at least try to help a little. But still I am critisising all my acts, my old voice talks in my head a lot of non worth staff.

Just when I got more and more understending about reality. When I experienced truth I got little by little better.

Because before I was depresed and sad, lot of fear. How could I help...

But still first I work with my self.

And I have this need. Maybe I agree :D

We can help a little, yes we should do it as much as possible.

Anyway I do not agree that we can help much others, when we a lost or full of confusion.

:) it was a symbol- that you are star. But you can be a flower in dry land :))) someone special.

prefer to be as earthy as i can

PS: ya know i got the , allergy about pentagrams & stars (or star people), so ... know ya meant best but just try not to call me a star :p . p :P

But i not critize You on it,
nearly all i know who talk about this topic,
keep telling "first yourself..."

well ,what about if this approach is not best for all, by far,
specially as i told, the "top" might not be real, exciting not..

as soon we get to some level, there is another level where we are in bottom ... so yes.. will be the life enough to reach all of it.. and know All troubles and all moments and ...all situations...
well,
probably not , maybe yes

but on the road, we should still,
do as much we can

when we train to be a world best cleaner, then .. we can still on the road,
clean as much we can

and know, on the way, who is making dirty and guide them to be better, to clean as well, even if we not a master cleaner highest level "ready" or something (analog for literal cleaning etc)

yes, mistaking is part of human, as long we do it for good reason we not so much mistaking
as in collective we still move forward, even in-small mistakes-on the way

million step forward and few steps back , and when from fiew, it happens to be us...
we can even be thankful, it was us, as we prepared better, know about it.. so someone else, weaker did not have to have this hitback... so we was able to take this one...
just not go to far with it.. as still, we not need to attrac hardship in the end, but make everyones hardschip less,

and is also, okey to focus years for self advancing when there is tasks that need focus like this..

just stay human
and on the way, help then some other way,
old people talking, giving them hope that Youth is not lost all...
or editing wikipedia or .. many other things we can do, besides picking up garbage, even if we not jet Ready to be licensed master cleaner :p

if You have just one hand, help with one hand as much You can,

no need to go to battles in to places where is needed two hands.. but there is plenty of things we can do with one hand,

specially, as other hand newer might grow back.. so should these people write them self off.. or should them have still purpose to do better, others, as much they can ,on their limits

i know they bring some extreme populist examples and they seem logical for a time.. but just lets thing on WHOLE big picture..


i just SOOOOOOOOOOOO wait a moment in life when some of these masters, who are Root of this meme about "self help"
.. would be able to take him on on 10's of thausands/millions :D

( " First you need to heal yourself, to get in center of youself, to get grounded than easier to look for someone else " ) - they repeat it as mantra in EVERYWHERE, i ... well, but this what i say, is more appropriate for me,

and i think it is actually better for everyone,
is silly to put our self down, as we would not jet have worth before some imaginary healing point,
that bdw does not exist most likely,

its ups and downs as life is.. and not thast we become some master guru and then everyone else is sicks and we the healthy one who now ready to lead the poor ones..

naaaah.. we are in trouble togheder, we enjoy together, we help each other together as much we can...

i go as far as think, the "fix yourself first thing is kind of a trap more then a help

trap for slowing us down..

as ALL of us are worth and know some thousands of things that someone else is lacking, so we MUST use any possibility we know, to help others, to force others to be better when we know they mistaking badly.. etc..





I am sure ,soon the global still .. chnages their view and starts to say same as me and sale a lot of books on it :D

as my approach, top of that works mathematically as well, so robots, AI will approve it, vote on it as well.

But yes..

remember, i am not the one fallowing the "cure selfishly yourself first then you can cure others.."

i more opposite, cure others, so they can cure You

trust others, so they can trust you

help others on what You can see them to get better and trustthem to help you on what You need to get better.. if we all just focus on our self ... what betterment we ca nhope in this world..

after all, top of that the crazy self love meme.. thati is going on everywhere.. love is for others not for self, self we need to have dignity etc

I hope You write more : ))

you are one of my stars in cloudy dark night

thatnks that you are, Margus

so writing so much :D

I am a bit shocked

but then you have to look who you are. That all is a dream even when you are awake

shamanis and psychodelics help to open for sure

but before him I knew budhism a little but havent experienced it

But still his spirit is near, his idea of looking for freedom

I read him like 5-6 years ago

have you read him?

Castaneda really got me

but my Intent is strong

about stupid staff

worrying

dreaming

and lost

because I was and still am so stupid

very gratefull

I am very glad

I have been lucky

First you need to heal yourself, to get in center of youself, to get grounded than easier to look for someone else

it helps everywhere in relationships as well

at least trying

letting go of bad habits, wories, stupid tendencies

at least I hope I do

but I am really strating to understand what is going on

always some ups and downs

we are fine

I am sending you love :)

You have so much to worry about. from factories to woman... I hope you feel your heart.

Greetings to mathjias!

Is Your relationship healed a bit ?

still without a woman so there is no "my self" jet but i feel, it is still on vinning road, and i should be more happy then i am

just wanna not "jump" too much before more sure...

But my self.. well,

will send some pictures maybe soon

if it would be just business.. but it is spirtual final ..and statescraft and all.

reiki is proper dangerous one for example as much i have seen felt
sample of few,

and to much daily meditation / joga seems also .. special the to much Joga part.. one really need some guiding, grounding local philosophy for that to stay with earth spirit

this is how i feel.. but for sure there is the ones who have been smart about it .. aah to large topic :D
to many "ifs" and unknowns

just keep psychedelics time by time near and walk barefoot in woods & keep focusing on 1/10 th of time to ordinary science / politic most important to send them needed smartens and to keep in tune what they plan in "other world"

We are on 50/50 on the winning of the factory, but this is positive outlook,
the billion dollar factory they wanna do for taking over our Spirit mother with our country corner stone

people think it is going much more optimistically then it is.. as they not sometimes imagine how large powers is behind, a BILLION dollar startup finance, in so political strange times, when they in purpose wanna build it on one of the Most holy places there is in our history, for every Estonian mind

Oh, i am fine, no .. i think i have not shared pictures of it jet.

Just make sure, about spiritual classes, if there is Easy to access for anyone, then there is easy to access for anyone for anything..

specially if some strong spiritual control or ideology about worry is not present.. then You be the police for all others-also, who know less : )

how are you?

but I feel I am on the good path

as always

ups and downs...

this week going to retreat

going to many spiritual classes

I am ok

:) nice to hear that you moved. Is it the place in pictures you have shared.

how have You been, feelings, relationships etc?

but its temporaly in the end aswell as it is not a country house

Finally kind of moved to my place

:)

You sent a sticker.

Monika saatis manuse.

Say hello to Monika.

I am glad these scientists wrote letter to Eu. I hope they got a positive answer.

I read just a bit from your links. Big issue indeed. They should do more science research. People should put presure on EU government to reglament it. Because these kind of coorporations do not know when to stop...

How You think about these things:


http://www.electrosensitivity.co/5g-health-harm.html
https://spectrum.ieee.org/video/telecom/wireless/everything-you-need-to-know-about-5g
https://www.globalresearch.ca/scientists-and-doctors-warn-of-potential-serious-health-impacts-of-fifth-generation-5g-wireless-technology/5609503
https://ehtrust.org/key-issues/cell-phoneswireless/5g-networks-iot-scientific-overview-human-health-risks/


is it possible they can cut trought dome plants inteligence ntwork, so new generation of plants will grow up mindless and will then collapse in a way ... as they not able to provide also protection for humans anymore ...
as if we can see changes by the eye on plants.. how great can be chnage in plant life/world..

I stil have not jet get my apartment keys but will work on it :p

: ))

I like it :)

thanks

very bright, intensive

oh yeah, iwas justthinking, how is the colors?

but its in estonian...

"relationship organisator" / "Love equasion"
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1374895499500046&set=a.1374895769500019.1073741826.100009388261154&type=3&theater

She even hold back a little bit i felt but eventually was all as needed

magnificent

:) jeee, I loved your performance

Yeee ya Lithuania give us 12 points in EU :P

But we are city people... I am close with simple people but they have problems too. It is hard to surrender, almost imposible. Now I strugle with this. Looking for way to do it. Surrender to God.

Easy to make research one thing at the time what is needed and what is not, based o counry people

It is really easy actually,
one just must want to be/do good for other,
and other one just must want to surrender/trust first one to be/do good.

__
They just have to learn what is and how can be one good for other,
as long they keep Only elementary things what is needed and remove obvious things that are unneeded ..

You are right also, but, it is much more easy then people can assume actually,

Oh, for me perfect is absolute minimum

You are like a book... Maybe you should write one :) :) I totaly understand that my feelings for you is not enough, I can be just friend... But also I am not sure if anyone would be capable to love you us you want. It sounds vety idealistic. Just God can love you all with every bit. Humans ... we have to work all the time on our love, to remind it to our selfs... Thank you Margus for your open thoughts. You are so complicated but so beautiful. :)

ofcurse there can be many but yea..okey the four part is not the focus of the point right now

four people in gorup is probabaly minimum to start to feel safe for humans, the amount of absolute trusted persons they need

but to start it all, one is needed to be one with,
four whole peole, as cornerstones,

meant: i should be working on, working on making better reality for others, for that have to understand many versions of other peal life worlds of many samples and taking their human need common that is all as seperate chells renevable/energizable with nature plants.. so they all feed back to humanGrid
but first proper grid between reallitys of individual and groups need to be made

i am not in to believing that i should make better reality for my self,
to do that, is easy

i am here to make better reality for others

what did You mean with long list? ...it was just the start, bare minimum some unignorable fatal importances, some

ironically, i mean, consistently, also, Her name is Future / The one Who Becomes (Tulevik / Tulev)

but might be also just taking another women in how ever ideal method, but as long it is another then the orginal love.. then this can mean all future to be gone

to save as much possible

as there might be still time to finds aohter person.. and do with her what we can

but this is just strongest belief i have that for everyones sake i try to abandon.. to move on..
and ironically, this is also most greatest act that can end all

but i also have not have it.. as long i am away from my love,

yes in that sense.. this love i talk about,
is also.. i have just nearly seen it far away, walked around it, preparing to enter in to it.. had visions about potential nad nature of love

and what is between happening, between these two when they combine in to one.. and will be one to end of times. is love

As in love the another missing part of our self is the other

but logically.. (hee..logic and love..)
just can not be
is safe to actually think so, to think about it right?

as it would seem logical, that in real love person kind of will know also what is needed and how,

so yes, in that sense maybe it is important to keep in focus.. on eye on these feelings You have for me

but it can be strong feelings, emotiional attacement, allikement, euphoria, desire, passion .. dreams, fanasy and much all that togheder,
but not really the love

So in that sense we not need to worry also to much, that this would be real love between us, this
if am not mistaking, then can not be, true
to be love

as answers will come from G

in true love also, we know how to help eachother

andsolution wouldbe that the oneperson who actually loves me, would
you know, they would understand and work with it

but all other lovebytes, will not reach really

( :D serious 2 )

this evil illogical strange idea like i should be able to do it my self just need to be removed from peoles head

i pretty much know must of the elementary things what someone would need to do to put me on work for what is needed

at minimum

just need to firnd One huan who can know how to shape my words in to letter wiritting this would be pretty much all what is needed to do

bt yes in this is reality and am .

my whole life plan is to be the one who can help to stay direction of humans in better direction, to keep groups of humans alive and original and eliminatin from society these parts that all smarts would agree is unneeded or can be better,

eliminatings, upgrades, also must be in needed way

proof that would be worth something

I better have 7 rules extra to keep away from fatal mistakes then making great mistake by ignorin rules that might be, as long i got no proof against a rule,

but this is proper kindf thing that is not in my plan to reach there,
nor to be

just telling how it much be
how it would be better,
for all

but as i know, that no way am self inprtant,
just working at times to be normal,
then i know also in a way i have more right to have , to "demand" from people, the understanding and cooperation and doing

not so easy

self important people can not access informatins

and becouse i do not demand, nor need any kind of feelings more then ordinary later FROM doings,
and i will have been doing a lot of ground work, to stay on ground when how ever hingh world picks me, as this is the only point and method how i get access to other knowladges, ongoing

this is not anything to do with being better or special in a special way that anyone should honor more then other people, newer looked not wished that, newer,
no interest of that, just need them to have brain and resurces and will to do what is told from me

thinking, solutions, doing needed spins in world, is elementary natural thing for me

and it is also normal and natural that these things must be done what i say,

what is no question if that is needed

they are,

and no question if people THEM self need it later, they do need

just i can not see why i have to see so much effort to proove to anyone that they have to trust me

so

but my things can be done for others only when others do what i say is needed to be done
and how ever strange it sounds it is spo

no is not even right to say "just not know how to get help"

as i know many ways how to get

easy for me to know how to solve any problem, it is ntural for me, like breathing

i know easy how to help me,

just not know how to get help

Maybe my example is not right anyway maybe at least it is fun... I feel sad that I do not know how to help you... But there is just LOVE and our own reality nothing else metters. So I hope you will create a better reality for yourself, maybe you do not love yourself enough?

I forget to tell bout Ascidia that the main thing about that research is that it eats it's brain, when stops moving :)

❤️

Anyway it is very dificult situation you are in. I send you love.

I beleieve you can do a lot, but maybe you need so changes. ALso YOU ARE ALIVE NOW AND THIS IS THE MOMENT !!!

you put to much presure on yourself, look how long your list is. you should start with apreciating with what you have.or just stop... maybe there is some error in waht you do, maybe something is not right. I found out that any things in my mind is not right. Like I worry too much, and than I feel desparate. In y opinion you have too many rules, like this have to be in that way and nt in other... too much mantal work you do. You need to do something with your body I think to move. I read a book about biology and there is a theory that animals have brain because they need to move otherways if they would stay still (not to move even a mouth) they would not need a brain. It is based on research about Ascidia https://goodheartextremescience.wordpress.com/2010/01/27/meet-the-creature-that-eats-its-own-brain/

: ))

Well, oneway we can feel happy,

another way it is extreme sorry, the situation where i am is near death in another way,
as this what i am alive for, i still can not do in scale, what is needed as not even ONE single person with who to do, no real living place, no income, no pblic respect, no connections in family that would be in levels that needed, no wife, no proper health in all ways as needed,
many other fatal minuses,
and time is ticking lsss and less

I am very happy for you. Really always happy for you... 😊

:) sounds great

Hey i have not jet got my places key's

So not jet place but should happen soon soon

Shared that out

ooh they picking our 10 years old proposed ideas finally on beginning state

Will peak inside

Largest Russian page was also but for a moments they have hijacked it, will get back on time am feel so

True

No... but it might be side effect from B12 and other vitamins... who knows... so you are administrator of Estonia.eesti Fb page?

Feeling better now ?

Ohh no need,
i got this figured out

The last post on Estonia page:

Some attack I got on me too... Feeling sad not in a work mode at all. In text there is just small part in english I will see what I can do a bit later. :)

looks like really deep attack today on state and in internets

But i am in work mode, so will be a bit robust

Sa saatsid manuse.

but not direct ecjuse or.. and same time text should/can be a lively ,also, not like foffice text only.

i got draft about it, where is writtten kind of like.. well. .explenaton about it in estoian was like few pages..
this is why hoped first, that someone who can also speak estonian can do...

or at least can you do this ecen..
just try to reset, rewrite the this whatyou see in english, in this text i send ,and rewrite it in a more readable, nice way

and seccond part that was for estoinas needed extra tune i will do in there

also we wanna write small excuse, for the culture point of view, in nice way related to one livemoderator, who had a low experiences in our culture space, as city left inpression as they like are Estonia

Oh beginning of message:



Hey did i add You as Lithuania representative in facebook.com/estonia.eesti ,
can i do, will add as live brodcaster also,

One great Tawaianese from multi national company and our F.Affairs two interesting persons also as live broadcasters was added and will think about anouncement now

She from affaris will try to look also that in late at night but if You can help us would be really nice,

so was thinking to add You as Lithuania representative,

Still one of the best options who am know from lithuania,
besides one other women who was kind of like your sister in personal behavior and adventure mind,
but i left in accident maybe wrong last example to her....

Anyway, just will try to keep your mind focus on miggerthings, so the heat between us can cool a bit :p

as other people

Tere is also great woman in our age from The Ministry of Foreign Affairs of Estonia
and woman from Bertelsmann, Arvato Services Estonia

Sweet You can probabaly help me !

my first post in english:) https://menasmagijameile.blogspot.lt/2018/04/toolkit-for-dream-life-firstyou-have-to.html

Correct You are!

as often as possible, (most of the time is not)

So you use psychodelics often? :)

we alll need some physical or spiritual love time to time... but ye there are rules.

but you need to meditate and so on, not feel any atractions

also learning that even thouths about other person in sexual way is nor a good thing...

we are quit monogamic

if we would be like that

I think you would have seen it in the squat :D

no sadly we are not

:D

This I do not get - You family is not kind of swingers free love type at times, no? :DDDD

I see, that sounds interesting. Part lithuanian, I do not know my family tree that far... So tou say we are not one- brothers sisters ::D ? I understarnd you, that wahy I am with a man, other way you do not need a parter.

But ya, am part Lithuanian in a way, somehow,.... But have not get any names..tree ends with name that is melentcuck,.... Its some other land native, madeup or hidded name for omdtime protection (Grandmothers name " a key" )

But flesh that brings sky to earth

I am not so much in to spiritual brothersister thingy, seems too hippitrippy too spiritual the cosmic brothers thing, ..am more in to flesh, ..to ground my self

Well... We not fam from so near to be worryed.... More meant as sister tribe. Eg compatable, my grang grand fffff was among the kings as far my fam mention me a little...but they keep that topic not talked about.. From Lithuania, .... So i meant as compadable sistertribe .:.

You love is my protection

// home is not jet real on land as house should be, its apartement

Anyway, just want tobe sure he express full, and understand full, if possibile let him send me audio ,take with ya hes audio dictating the rules of hes wife's usage . :)). // in what condition i must return you to him

You family is not kind of swingers free love type at times, no?

If we end up in psydellic and all, is he Take in to account..will he for sure keep loving you even more to call you to to be 1

What should you ask is will he trust us to sleep togheder and how far

what do you mean your home is not on the ground ? :D

In my mind I send you love and energy to do what you want, to listen to your heart :)

SO when I fell more in harmony I will try to come :)

this week I was doing some meditation and thai chi it helperd to realise how things are. I need to calm down and go with a flow not to force things to much.

He said I can go and he trusts me, but I feell in my self a bit too energetic in a bad way and not so calm and sure about it.

You are so sweet and bright. For sure you are like my brother, but mind get confused a bit sometimes... really this situation was a good lesson for me and Modestas.

but some other times, we can arrange it anyway, is good you express Your feelings, so i can be more prepared in more mature way

majestic :p

Feel good about Your feelings, know for sure, your huspand can be sure, i will make effort to send You back to him and try our best to solve all this what has become between you two,

Greets Madjestas!

How is huspand thinking about it ?

About all of it ?

No worry, i can hold a line even when we naked togheder, can hold a border in levels that huspand wish

As Your shouls are old more acient connections, more in a border-sister tribe from acient times, we can handle,
as older souls
to keep all of this sensitive
and in borders that is needed

But my place also, is really raw jet, have not been able to set it up proper at all, not my energy in it, jet

but will know in a week more.. how in home will i feel in there, ..as it is not on the ground, real house.. complete it can not be anyway, the true earth feeling, but these kind of places perhaps 2-4 years come

This is kind of thing that makes You a perfect woman!

I should aprise You for this!

:(((((

I realised that I have to stay and my mind is not strong to meet you. I have to strong feelings and attachment to you. It would put my marriage in jepardy... I am sorry. I really wanted to hug you. :)

:(

:) oh, but seams I am not coming.

Sure, my place is liek this, am not even sure how to get there, will figure out :D

i want to see Talin too, is it far from your city?

So nice, your birthday :) But I am not sure about days yet, I have a week of holidays so we will see about the length of time :)

why so little days ?

wonderful news bdw

You do know that 16 is my birthday right :p

not that am would celebrate jsut sayng

So I am thinking to visit Estonia in May, to do Baltic trip. kind a... So maybe about 14-15 th of May I woud visit you. Is it alright? :)

:D not so strange...

strage innit

Also in marriage most of time people just sleep :D

nop

you speak rusian?,because I am not good at it

dreaming

:D just to sleep like normal sleeping, like all people do :)

did you mean, as "we need to sleep.." as dreaming or as marriage-way sleeping

souns sweet

yeah, russian will work well on me

I had very bright dream with you tonight. I found you under table or in some bed. We were huging. And then I said that we need to sleep. But it seamed you did not understand. So I repeated in rusian :D

Thank You

You: 󰀀

:) I will. I am writting a blog, but it's in lithuanian sadly... Anyway I found this dreamy song I want to share. it's a bit sad https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AMwb9vs5gw

but yea let me know later whatnew you found : )

another shool of life says sex eventually is not needed but bonding, intamcy is needed

or it will be channeled to another enteties ..
but yes, in body in short time i quess it can be essential to open up many needed channels

Yes elementary,

But only useful in long run, if it is PROPERLY eg between loved couples

in between normal people, as Justsex, it will wear out the energy i would assume

interesting staff

at the moment studying this :)

Monika saatis foto.

what we going to do about it is thing we have to keep in mind

:D yep, that's carzy, I guess they have their reasons. But still... Humans are really crazy indeed

or mini chinese wall :D

But yea, if that is true, that they build betonWallsaround it, ... just imagine it.. as new kind of berlinwall :p

i see

Big issues. I am not so aware of local social and political problems... But thanks for info about railway. I didn't understood at first because we call it ViaBaltica or is it diferent one? Thre is a problem that these projects look just normal. It is hard to understand impact they do to nature and our lifes... People know this way but they do not look at it as a threat.

womens all protested a lot but n effect... workin g them hard to eliminate ocuntry people

cloesed already 2

they now started to close down all birth givin places that have less then 500 birts for hospital.. in esotnia

as you know, you nature avare, local and global activist, smart one,
university and all world trvel excperience..


and if they was able to hide that fro myour ears.. then just can imagine what is rela situation

ths is realli important info about ... as how they are ale to keep infos away from a brain by special technologyes

or at least so, that locals in most places are not allowed to cross it

only in few locations that they make for nature/trafic

and how well they know about it,

as much i heard, they want to build huge betone walls around the railway etc

Hey was you able to ask around, is local people kow about the EU current biggest project, about railvay,

costs ower 16 billion euros

just look ower in light and take in account, some other day will tak about these things

when ya got time look POST N422

in comments,
under https://www.facebook.com/Psychedelic.Experience/posts/10214717973879713

related to comment where stalker is mentioned

jsut small extra dreams .p

or your own kind of united nations :D

and global contro lcenter

:) it seems. It's nice to have your own spot in this world

as long you have your own land to sleep on, you alreayd accomplish a lot

that is good start

With no electricity or water pipes.

One of friends just bought some land she is planing to build 5 squer size building. Very small. Just a place to sleep and do yoga

I will : D

Tell him

:D foot massage to me ? I will tell me. I will say - do it or I will go to meet Margus now :D

does not matter love or not, duty is stil lduty

and hey,

tel madjestas to make hes duty and give foot massage!

oh there is without problems a place when opne has buy a land, and has proper house with a bit of forest reccomended top of that.. before that even can not start to count as real live, real place near 0 from where to rise, for me

why do you say - who knows as long ground is on air ? is there some problems with your place ? :) I hope you are well :)

further*

Also now is very good weather, I live by the sea and nature is fantastic, on SUnday I made 4 hours wall, my legs hurt a bit :D I love nature. So it is nice to live somewhere father form big cities :)

ups and downs. Work is good, not to hard, I spend some time outside, my work mates are young and inspiring. So I can not say anything bad :) Just so problems with health and with family... My father is sick with cancer, we are not very close, but still it makes you think about death and that nothing is permanent...

thanks for video, I will definetely watch it later.

solve

How is Your work and problems ecvolve?

but then again, who knows as long ground is on air

The place where am will be in supper is country side jup,

Sheering Ur art to meditators:
https://www.facebook.com/SKULLBABYLON/videos/1614541118644123/

I am not sure about schools. In Lithunia they have special online system. Maybe in Estonia too.

Never used it. I do not chat that much. Just time to time a bit.

You mean IRC for schools? IRC is very old thing. I had it but

(is it good to school)

(just try to figure out what is what)

Jus notes maybe, wanted to deletre, but keep here jsut in case


///
Quest / just for onlineSchool, no matter if not doing nothing, but this can be learning, for school kids, Quests like that, would You think will be benefitial to recoomend education renewal chnter, to make mandatory ?

(this is just a Qust, maybe will be me there if not, wait or register it for as well, it can be saving virtual Eesti irc chatroom, story forexample. ... not relevant maybe at all any way, but same time, there is ways when it can be used, so it costs nothing, good to keep it compared to what potential tags and chats can be if used correct)

Saatsid foto.

ya can Join to #Eesti channels also in

work platform where is chat also part

and better chat

for work

coputers, not just mobiles

Care to also use IRC when u coputerperson.. did You say You also had no laptops ?

as Yo usee there is a lot in there on my account, like over a 1000 :p

but no good ones yet

Well, Sure

:) maybe we can put it on youtube and etc.

:)

anyone can film me for what is worth

But I could film you.? :) This is just an idea... This evening I am going to concert. So I won't have much time to chat. Do you live in country side?

hd

ooh no need ha

I am thinking to make short videos with you. Just at the moment I have mobile phone camera. It is a good one. Has HD quality. But maybe I need a better one. What do you think about it?

Modestas is not so enthusiastic about this idea :D we will see...

I am thinking maybe to come to visit you sooner or later. But at the moment I have some work and some problems... :)

Monika: 󰀀

So glad to know you'r fam!

speically as our comon link is only English

by using cuture. and by tkaing acount peole. so formy main issue iss stil eventually to be estonian with estoian you know, as you should with your culure

we must fix layers so no sin can be

and themn me and you wil llook how we wil be, as i got my own matiacy belief top of that

if your huspans is fobelief, that other man must be with hes wife for repsect as soe culture, then i am pleased with that also

for activist place special

woods heating

//MAtias also, strong to debate , , Mabe you need come soner to Esotnia, i can offer free place to stay if we make a bit clenaing

my phne is +372 522 90 41

// and if you got ANY ideas, then this is materia making, in what i can use to materialise other ideas also,, take it as your heart also, if need feleing what to do

ok. there is a need for clear information around people. ok. see you. bye

(nickname for estonia)

Fronty

just osme peole in confusion about values and how to .. understand our true power. .that it is greates in here if estonians with esonians whereever they are

as the ygood, in wil land spirit, the yewant good

and we in likeness of NSA.ee related also

Sleep Dear!

Intellgience School sound interesting

in your home langage

also whenu can learn esotnia or ask someesotniain to translate for yo u: http://arvutiministeerium.ee/jutlus/A_Jugaste_2018_04_04%2009_49.html

thank you anyway we will see

bigger

nigger changseit wil not come now, even if we stp today

anywya, sory iwanted jsut send hillary pic... but all is good now and will think how we can do some small in material world also, sporit world got it already i bevie

also

my idea is to make Intellgience School

to make situations better so we can have ligfe and help your huspand also some way

but top of that we souldals odo what we can in material liffe

women just got belive, as this i can use to make things hapen

yo ualrady did

my sidte :P

some joke also with it.. and @Estoniasite also me, of strong one and some other.. we can do al ot

oh dear, you are very special :) do not expect from me to much...

you jsut might have saved a world with justthis talk, Wil tel ya laeer!

I am glad to hear to that :) good night. I wish you all the best

thsi was impoirtant forme

Thank You also Monica!

jsutone picture for you. .sleep then, rest me to

and these things i can do no one tlaked larege. but they easy to do .. if we tel them how

in Estonia

soprry about f,.

alot fdo.. but hey need special spoirts also

ok. I will look up. but maybe there is some people who are already doing something about it

hillary is true conservative

Hillary do not like to fuck around etc

not as "swamp as hillary.. croked plitclasn..:"

but also hillary.. as She is woman in ACTUAL RIGHT side.. and Trimp is true liberal, aka communsit

it is about yus laso, parallel tlak

look up trump slogan: DRY the SWAMP

yys elimantion of baltic

so they wana kill eresidenzy program and many more

I see, a lot of stuff going on

outisde banks cooperate and comminist made law they accounts have to be cleosed

who wnated make bis in esotnia

and htne eresiency thing. .they kiscked offf 10 000 of thosuands of businesses

is there no Greenpeace or something like that?

against nature and osme other laws was changed for them

but they lie they jsut blackmail some more peole to get it.. they pay a lot before few years ago to osme gov people to force them change laws so they can build it

jsuttelling this is already they say in tradio it vomes for sure .. and issue is jsut if small road ... and osme other ssiues.. takes few months to finalize papers

so this Tartu will be no more soon after factory in 50 yrears

Ok

I know Tartu :)

and Tselluloose factory

ok

this you can google, Tartu City

ok , tomorrow. sounds interesting but I am not sure if I could do a lot about it

Tartu

Taru

but with River, the special smeling factory they do destorys city .. as it makes it smell, as reeeeaaaallly bad and all ruun out frm present most pleaservbule smalal powerful city

ok, tomorrow

well they opponens, already PAY OWER ONE BILLION as startup money against river

we not have a lot of time for that jsut i want before go to sleep write down most imirtant pint or jsut rmeber on it or some hting,

I see. this is a big thing.

this is the point

mothers soul

that hold estoia soul

baltic most important river

this is the point

I can save river?

so lets see what comes to mind where we pick up tomorrow, ok

royal kind

master sity who has royal university, as u know i am pro elite

basically u vccan be activist, erisdensy owner... and save estonia river in Univesity madster sity,

I was planing to go to sleep, but then you erote, so not very concentrated

whattime work ?

but I am bit tired. really very tired

yes?

at home

can you have time, where are you ?

tomorrow

Maybe we will speak tomoroe

15 minutes, i meant to write

no idea whatthe 90 is or where it ocmethere :D

:)

(okey if you in 90 afer, will be calm when return, just stay middel and in dierction of matriarchy, nature, god, psychdellics to make us understand all of the rlations)

/Roger

+ all the 'ses

minus the s

specially can not stick in al lways in with out maerial world (Womans)

and try to integrate it fast in rela lifesitatons that move around real fast as i fdeal with real situation abased actions nerly onyl, so the yrelated and thinked to be wored wit hreal haenings event s a round imintiatily and atumatically but at times do not sitck

// alot whatis haening right now is in incapator, in virutal compete , nest like in edd. .and as it gets rady we can transpot it out to real world pretty fast

ok, relax, thank you for your effort, sorry for my lack of attention

as this wa a lot, can you giveme some feedback in 15 minutes or so

anywya i exosted now lay down for monent

deep things..

good

to acivate and do this what is tlaked about

I see...

sof that moent of time

about most imorant that is needed

simplified

insiple human language

in less then few pages

info i wrote is worth a tens of books of instructons and explenations

i pack togeher a lot

no i not much

dear god, you write to much ad to fast

: )

keep unerstnaidn , then all is ok

and work with it

effort to do in scales we know we can i say another times what scales can and must fallow and belvie all levels aotuatically

you msut keep understanidng NO LESS then that, ...this would be MINI scale i talk as .

perhaps some sacales less we can still do somethng

read that and if you can reacivvate

you again onlin, reat

to be able to save some parts of it

i just unload program now

u know

:D

invital time and i have not a phine numebr also to call you and say : WHERE ARE YOU WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what is maing when womenbreaks way

jsutexianing ordinary scales of my work

in few weeks at most few months complete , so no abiliy is left for the mto do it,,. .menaing wining back goverment power in here wouldbe part of it

eays

but wth current cooperation, in maximum speed we woudl hae stoped the factory and the rial wya top of thatlater, but with the factoryandsaved estonia cutlrew in exic sales

liek this can not some otherways yes

this is fact

as not able to acce sthese things liek thatanother itmes

not sure if is naymore

i was keeing you here after the situation you not knwo railbaltic as i expained the size of situatin and then continnue to fix situation and SITIUTION of trian and all fix it .. i just now expin waht was ,would habve been pssible but

:D

why can i not find women who i can trust

if oitherisde of magic one is broke waway

and it is easy happen nothng

it is EASY for my kind to sto pthese thngs

i am not selfish :D

thenthis sis terrible mistake

knowing i ma wrinting mood

but o yu justwonder off

maybe you was broke off becouse of tech

can not acivate another time this ability and possibility

this brokes emotions

telling u misisng and then your won relation is broken and not being able to focus on me

fdonot trisck like that

you was ONLY woemman with who i was bale to piyullemtion up

arrgh! :D

and now again

not understanidnd that where i am wand who

situationagain

but now you broke off the

do

then it is to epic to explain what we msising and what we can do if we ...

and if we not sind

i oot find ral women to my self this is iimpoosble like this

you woman ;D

then transision si probken

argh

so i can not transefer this knowladge yo you now

argh you not reciving

there will be similarhting happen faster, with NO train travel, as soviettime was done

and sometimes they say so storngly that they cnan ot be attacked but they rick wlater wit htheir life for sure forthat if we end up in strugle

only one was state one that is now only 15% left as some peole with repsect who can someitmes say somehtng

long time ago

and all Tv staions are tkane ower

:D

what a focus?

Arrgh!

are you doning somethng else-+?

no idea where you are now and why you not poay attentuon

jsut fallow my emoton and oy ucan load it in

about how danger it is,... perhaos. .wh knows whatelse..

But this one you cna not i think google to understand what is happening

and if they managed to keep this away from media in Lihtuania

and the projects is to cut our contys half, also YOUR country

now outside company wanna make factory in most sacred placeand this kind that wil make , that will take HUGE amount resources, dirt maybe laso.. but smell maye also.. and ... it will be jsut immoral

and smae time as intelecutally nationally mostrepspected city in esotnia

when we getthere in 5 years to be so rich and proper, saved we can do it, right now is panic section, it is matter of MONTHS, MOTH , WEEKS to make law that the FACTORY in TARTU thatwill destory Tartu And kill inside doul of outr MOTHER RIVER spirit...
and MAKE ENTIRE TARTU smell, one of the europe elite old royal city, more then 400 years university, only cultural place as Studens youth city that is hold power by yoth

tell me again the name of the rabi this video that you said to look

Yes thats good also

:D

about addiction - https://www.ted.com/talks/cal_newport_why_you_should_quit_social_media?utm_campaign=social&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=facebook.com&utm_content=talk&utm_term=technology

maybe you should talk on TED or somewhere popular to reach people. if you think it is worth doing...

it is a bit abstract. or you need to reach more people. But I think people a getting more aware

and help to fix better

anddirct them how they can be

as main point is to find peoole in real life is the internetpoint with who to make acitve person society

FDOR?

and then work on it, with people arund you also

iortant to learn FDOR what it is

It is VITAl., needed for soul riht now

WHAT addictive??

internet is great but adictive :D a question is HOW?

Much worsht things can happen not just in our countrys when we keep wondring if... but we msut do alreayd understandwe can and try to do now alot... calmly in our abiitys ... that is comunicting with .... uuh. i can not spell out the

Well if we not fix it now, you wana risk the ability to ever see me or to be ever able to use internet?

I just see that they are confused about future

I know some politicians they do anything for votes, they do not think is it good or bad in long run

but can we do anything about it?

:D

try to say some poltician, that it is Easy

Is not time to say what we think with no resoultion how to fix

I think it is hard to deal with politics, it easier to work on our selfs

i was in some special bulding also as kind

as you speciual kind

myabe some speical ptroject

You also i had feeling was communsit implemented school

( as always, basically The Communist )

there is thousand s of chnages liek that they made

this that TEHY put HIM as a power, is a power

remeber i tlked about REAL danger not him

do not get confused

he messes with everyone it seems

but we all need

and yes, this is just one part. may piwersaround world is pissed

"topin tal suu sammalttäis siis vaatame seda sookuivendmaist ja (maade lõikumist..)."

as they messsing with Estonia

:D

crazy amount of balls

not sure about crazy

it is like Prime ministerin our land

ye, he is crazy.

NAFTA most poweful busines man he put as PRIME guy to USA power of State Secretary

yes

and no one does naything bt he put alrady., NAFTA man

you mean about Trump?

same time.. he can say, yes made mistakes.. whattdid you expct.. iwa sactor

and no one doe snothng

and Trumo can say, that he was just a actor, he was hired ofr it, and he is rich, why not...

poliics was so booring he jsut had fun

as Tom Cruise is to Scientology

fly boy memeber

Trump remeber is laos in Communsit party

so they cna as one Party turn it against

the commuunist rise is as .. they owner of so many arias of world bsunes and money,... by threating and by early investment..

and they plan rises.. with corporations and structures change

and the soviets was strongly on their side,

no ...can you imagine if they took ower the kind of rulers that they like

did you feel the new wersion of peole in UK, was they normal, was they mixing well

you understand

was just ONE of the list of htings to eliminate baltics

well the proejct

no, on some level we undertstand that we a doing bad to nature , but we just like the comfort or we trust government

kind of

and then "if they did.. we repect. .we must to then..."

our counry is like "are htye crazy"

making most peolehere belive that your countrys was agreeing with it

and aiirs

Ok , i know, You understand now, i know you underand now,

can you mimagine they managed ot keep that secret way from so many peole eyes

not normal road

but thye make betone walls ultra high 2 sides

as htere is other techh, flying balooon chips and much better ways, magnet trains etc

ok. sorry. You mean this infrastructre that EU is doing is not good at all. I see.

and cut it half

with it ot our culture to eliminate it

nbut also they start to vbring masive amout of peole

and then it whatever haps other side wall we moght not know some day... and is .. yes htye make small roads for animals to cross

then

it is property of EU or comapnys the

al lanimals are cut of lmooving also,

and it is not our ocntry tight to sya what hapens there

2 sides

big stone walls

who comein a wayn, busines man wanna make this, it is to cut our countrys half, but tains inside

and in most news,


as they force peole out form homes

or more

if peole in Your contry know about it, Like are htye tlaking about it 20% of time in radio in some point

but please can ypou find out

i mena, if you not know as u spiritual then ok

and when now this news i not know how to put it to .. they think i joke otr hthat it was not inteligent univesity person,

we al lher think, near half planet knows about it,

and wonder why no one comes to help

to stop it


and thenm we think,

100% with absolute exception y somoene whi is locked in asylium or in ccoma,
would not knwo

and all half world pplanet knows in western world who keeps in tune with plant greates developments

this is serious

please do not joke

it is great :D

so there is a way :D

one moment pelase

but what is speacial about it ?

okey i have to collect my self

Jesus christ

:DD

I was googling :D

so it is a way, I mean it is a hihg way to go

did you joke?

omg omg omg please tell me , do not google

feel good with me we discovered this

i am amazed

please do not feel bad

i mean... this qould be scary., if that is posisble

:D
okey this was joke rihht

railBaltic??

Whohaaaaaaaat?

?

no

you heard about project

yes

with railway?

but as now they come many way... force vcut it half, ewsontia and balticcs with railway

but clever way by estonias so we can be stil lwith nearly nothng and oter lands also thanks to each other can stay

and then well.. most arias thatkeep country as fuctioning power is elminated

yeah sweeeet

away from fdark ones

ok. now I get the idea

to keep varios arias alive

any country that sops some ariua.. and good kindoms help eachother

as long one stand then ALL others can not be changed ot naotherlevel

and some good are also still in bank structure and try to keep fredoms, some are in gov secor and try to keep freedom,.. etc

Good and bad :d

:D

there is only 2 sides

why you ask silly questions

dear Margus it is really hard to get the story line :) who are they - dark forces? so there is a war between banks or- who and why?

so it is made as they helped

but soviet way

like lok it as alien invasion situation

andas llong some structures are up, then they can not.. like eresidency we can offer all kind of extra services

or all same time

soon as world is losing heir .. power .. then forces of dark in gov nice ordinary way make strong or digital reforms

but Microsoft and facebook is forced under forces also

microsoft is also friend a bit to us i thnk.. as they did not eliminate skype when they buy it

now nothing near.. to copare.....

worked well in dial up times already...

clobal coputer conneccter and all file sharing for free system...

Kazaaa

as we got many projects for entre world

and acutally make new order in baltics etc, or esotnia, to close it off

or something

they then turn them out.. form world media .. as locals who went crazy.. and usa is called to help to malke local radicals in peace

as half way no point for them

so full attack they can make when all from telecominaction to banks and media is owned by their guys and activate them..

so they can not force all other people or they move in to his bank

but he is just one who stands forthat,

justtelling all ability to keep our land finances looks to be in moment behind one guy.. many other thins already eliminated

LHV ovner, in perosn

I do not get... what sold out? who is that young guy?

but he had power to say lot of strong things, yong guy

and they force him also to make as other bannks did, to not lose license

Others other country, sold out

LHV is bank, estonia owner, only one

and lkill center of Estonia women soul, of Mother River

what is this LHV ?

and no people in power to stop, on Billion thing they make to eliminate main City of Tartu

and they same time attack midde soul of Esotnia.. River

in special show, timely

and LHV person even mentioned 911 and many other strange things in long talk about it 1 hour

but they attack us before :D

And we integrated, plan was extra power in to the eResidency.. as Empire, of World

so is it still real - this e residency? so you say I can have lithuanian nationality and be e resident or estonia?

look it up

but yea, You can

not related at all :D

the opertuity peipel had for years and nearlyy no one cared

okey this not related bt anyway, nearly as sexy and good

like exctasy and MDMA...

But esotnia made a Law, that this kind of thing, is allowed, To All Lihtuanoians, as it is not ordnary, but "E - Residency"

Lithuanian law vcna be lithuanian

as maybe laterhe can not tal kabything

and he was bale to talk fast in first day all secrets in air

LHV was onlyone try to protect the people view

to force all banks close accounts and then busines people not use it and then they think it is bankrupt.. but there is moany other reasons we can use it. .https://www.lhv.ee/

I can not have two nationalities, it Lithuanian law.

and they now attack it with banks

We made law that is Ower a Law of other Lands

this is the point, it is special deal

came time

yes u can

but I ca not be lithuanian and estonian d\sadly

and prsent it as "We did it"

then the wrong ones took ower and close down the projectto promote estonia to a world

they even choose STONE as our logo for some point of time

yea tpo be -eStooooned ja eStonished

there is great debate in Air, perhaps they force our gov to close it... as it woud lgive feedom to world peopel cominated wit hother things

aaaaaaaaaaa

like to be a resident in EStonia?

:D

:D

what does it mean?

Justin case u saomeday wanna be my wife

You can register youself as Eresidency bdw !

also you write with grammar mistakes so it can be a bit hard to read :P I mean for some people or for large texts. it is a bit challenging for most. I think...

and it is hard to get the main idea

it is a bit hard to read your acount, there is a lot written.

you do not have enough of space? or why to download?

only

and downlaod arcive ower 5 GB in to their coputer for good use

facebook inside

hey i need more and more peoplewho would care to read my account

Good to hear!

:D I really miss you. True story :D :D :D

True Story :p

true

As much as I remember you were writing someting all the time :)

I try to write. it is nice to express yourself

Write more, poems are life

Few weeks ago I wrote a poem "Star dust" I hear you in million voices
I look for you in the sky
I smell you in the forest
I feel you in my heart

Day by day time is changing and we are too
One moment and all is nothing -
no more me, no more you...

Just star dust like tears fall from the sky
Memories shapes in the universe mind

:)

for sure thats good for me to hear

Maybe it is because of spring. Flowers and nature wake up and give more sexual energy. For me it is hard yo believe how you or other man can be alone. I had diferent problem. I always been with someone. Maybe because I more active. And now I am doing a lot of yoga. Modestas too. So I have even more energy and love..I feel like I want to share it with everyone and especialy with those that I love most. You are one of these poeple. :) I hope it is not going to trouble you... Just thank you.

Saatsid foto.

and remeber:

:D (Y) Stay Normal, keep Calm

😘

☺😀

oh dear... I will write to you later... My collegues say I got crazy, because I am laughting so much now

You can read later also my text, just tell me more, how yo ufeel and what yo uplan and do

but for some strange reaosn, or dear woman who i have been thinking of.. have been connecting to me in alst days now.. more and more. ..

and before that was years of emptiness

no one wrtie no words

i am whitout woman up tno now, have not managed to meet anyone jet who woudl not run away from me :D

now yo usay : )

this is my package for now, that i can reccomend

this hapens with extreme ability and smart people ,they become to smart at times and to proud internally while they learn to be humbe and then they have trained humbeness and hidden proudness.. but as long the ful ltruths in most important is not knows.. then it can shine out a bit

and yes.. let's save the marriage.. you always had some stange small part of crain of sand between you 2 but it was usually the part, that he did not get , maybe in full understanding, what is woman

(or just for visit, for sure, help me out with my project ideas a bit, as i have not rested from these ideas)

you can come and be my wife for some time, i can have a place for now, it is cheap, but well.. for free :p

what work you do now,

how he is, what he does, and what is plans?

where you guy can plan to find a women who with love paints hes epic dick as an beautiful epic art and will put it on wall for expesition for everyone

this picure it self rised hes manliness amond squat community above some levels no man can dream of :D

so only thing what can be beteeen you 2 is aliens basicallty :D

Do not let them win,

keep the marriage

and hear this .. make for each oither .. lissen hours of these manis Freman.. some things are clearer after few lissenings..

this is one of the extreme quality ..specially as these kind of thing can be faked only short period with axtios results, but real ones ,just are as they are, and it comes out what is needed
+ you have top of that adventures and funny and ..well.. sexapile as well actually.. and daring..

as in estonian... no need translation

okey i translated the word, in eglish it is:

"modest"
hahaha... it is same in lithuanian:
Malbe

as your kids you want to run in forest not in streetlights

so .. as there is global plan to eliminate country real people .then this is the war part.. guy need to bring from heavens to hearth here

for sure

and it is in country side

main plan for 2 have to be, understanding where is real life

well, work is also relationship killer

usually is liek that, perhaps some other things

and man is kind of right direction in ideological wil that is needed to be perfect in many ways.. but as long he missing the udnerstanding the God part.. then he lets in wrong deamons and they will use hes master mind for wrong kind of things

Anyway now I spend so much time at work

You are the women of special quality that is talked in all around a world, in old folklore, that this man is blessed who get s her,

well trust me

Are you talking about me? :) I am not sure about that...

oooh some my words is not understandable ofr my self also, no worry :D

only thing that can come between u 2 if you learn to much ... and then u ower learn aal the face arts also...

that soud big.. but they actually made to make yo ufeel dangerously big in wrong arias and to small in another ones..

so only thing he gotta understand that he got a most perfect platform for that

and man of yours is wanting to rise on hights of spiritual and intelectual worrrioer

in perfect balance

and obidiant in one

as u perfect woman,

in special extreme quality in these kind that can not be trained so easy .. it has mostly to be part of a woman .. as u have that..

not sure what is word in englsih,..it is somethng between soft, bleasent, accepting, honest and pure

Don' t you?

But I have so many pasions and dreams.. I get confused

not , it should not be for so smart peopel as u 2,

But I try

really ?

It is hard to find that right way to be obedient..

and it gos around and around

so they make mistakes.. and then blame them on otherpeople

but instead.. people forget there is spirtual worlds of some kind... and rules we need to protect por self..

and we got more time to art and life and enjoment

then we become more obidiant in correct way of life.. and then trobles not eating or energy and life

as when we understand there might be other beings.. and take account historys of many kind...

just how it plays out is kind of complicated as humans stil l missing god so clearly is understand why the probelm comes.

for me, the potential is perfect

Humans are perfect?

specially humans

well most is perfect

and pick some needed ones for huspand also

Nothing is perfect...for sure

well on all the nights u think about, wanna hear some wize words ... look these: https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Manis+Friedman

well, perfectness is not in meditation but in relationship jsut man gotta remeber

Now a bit down I guess...

Ups and downs

harsh jokes :D

:D

Kiding

We divorced.

Oh. I am very sentimental.

So is the marryage go well ?

(good)

now you sentimental :p

: )

I miss people that you can really be with and talk from your heart...

We had some same ideas and experiences. Talked a lot.

He was nice.just confusef

I was thnking, in istanbul, the Estonian u meet ?

Estlander?

i see, was this a great EstlandeR?

And met one estonian guy. So...

all good

besides that

just one confusion was what happened waht parted our minds more.. i think.. u know.. with the Ryan..

I also, think time by time

But I was in Istambul

: )))

I think about you time to time.

:p

and dive in to rise with more!

we will rise and rise

well, our kind liffe newer swallows complete

Yep. For me too. But some of people you do not meet later on. Ye.. Life takes you and kind a swallows

So How did You end up thinking on me ?

So great to see you!

for me connections are for life

i mean not important at all.. but you know, most peoel "go on with life"

so strange for me You aksing so, i was just thining You not talk to me as not important for you..

You were/are very special to me too. :)

Really... :)

Are you in Estonia? I am planing to visit Estonia this summer . :)

You for me was one of the most important people i meet in UK

Are You kidding me, You asking Do i remeber You :D

Do you rememeber that St John's night on the roof? Or maybe I am just to sentimental :)

hey, how are? I met a smart estonian guy that reminded about you... I always remember you time to time. So whats new ? :)

/me kichn

oh u woem, u know :D

just look my left arm palm inside to make sure it smee..

Thanks for chat, saa ya in webs n dream s : )

grets to ya man, hes is REEEAAALY lucky man, blessed

Needed

luck

good luvk