and you told we just friends, and u fuck other man sometimes, so what i have to do then , getitng my head messed up with emotions
Karen
No my friend today you need to survive.. I guess you dont know 3rd world war starts already
Margus
yes this is what i need to stop
if you would only know
but becouse NO womenm in world cares for beliving
Karen
I am not saying more than friend
Margus
then i cas not
Karen
I dont say fuck me
Margus
no that okey if u do i guess i not balming u
Karen
I say sometime as a friend say hi hello to me
Margus
i do not do that to people
Karen
I am not just people
Margus
i really when i would have time over when i can think like that then i do
i know
for me there is almoust no time past from last time when we speak
Karen
I am trying to be nice to u at least u show as well even just words
Wow
Your so fresh
Your so high
Margus
no sure what u mean
Karen
You cannot say good words and talk to me first because u are not that person?
Margus
dear you still taking it way to personal
Karen
All I say if I am ur friend I know u have talk to people most of time. Greet me atleast hello karen are u okay? Are u alive.?
Margus
no i NOT just talking to people
for no reason
Karen
But as I read you dont like to do it for me
Margus
they are my work
Karen
Will fine
Margus
this is why i speak to thjem
u not my work
With yo uwe already know whatr we do
and there is nothiung new to share from me to you,
as little has chnaged
and you life is also same
and when you need talking, when you think about me, then do not wait me to write u but rite to me
tell me how u feel etc
there is no need to wait me to write as my head does not work in same thing how u not wantring to understand at all what i do and why
Karen
What.. hey friendship is gave and take relationship
Its not that I will always be the one to greet u
What the fuck!!
Margus
we almoust got marryed, so ofcurse u important, we almosut had child, ofcurse u important, you only women who my father has show around, so for sure you important,
is not like these things are gone,
but i am not this kind of person that just asks "How you do" when i do not feel it,
Karen
I am busy but I text you I just say sometime it makes me happy if u care at least u say karen are u ok
Its been more than ten years long fucking years we have 365 days a year say hello first wont kill u
Even u are not type of person do it for christ sake why u have to meet me if we cannot be concerned at least
Do not wait..
What u do to people will do unto you.. so do great them
U say u want to change the world
Margus
sorry i can not be this kind of person when i not feel then i not do , and really i not find time to that, my mind is full of other thngs, is not like i just EVEN FOR A HALF HOUR in last weeks have ever sit arund, and thing "hmmm wonder what to do not"
Karen
Show it first
Margus
i often go to sleep 5-6 in morning
my mind is occupied and i have not mooved forward mouch at all
just my mind is so for now
when i am in another envorement, where my mind is not imprisoned then i can be different
it is hard to explain
Karen
Are you with woman?
Or living alone
Margus
alone
tis is problem
when i am alone my mind not working
Karen
Yah find one then
Margus
i cant do simple task even sometimes, get stuck to itr and 5-7 hours later discover day is over
it is not working
so "find one "
Karen
Margus
it has been my ON GOING biggest wish and DREAm, MOST IMPORTANT cornerstone, that i can do what i need to do, to have at least ONE women
there is no one
that world would let me near
in my current situation
after when time is passed, and i can not make anymore so great canges in world ,yes maybe then
but then it is not same anymore
Karen
They will not come to u ...u go and find
Margus
well, is not easy to go and find a women
when u got notjhing
and i can not get oiut of nothing when i got no women
i not want to get out of nothing, without a women
so it is sircle
and price is a world
Karen
Thats the reason why u need a work but u dont want too
Margus
becouse i can npot
i have work
Karen
So u end up alone and go old just like that
Margus
greater then most peole ever
just i can not fo it
as i want to
Karen
I will find one for u
becouse there
Conversation with Karen Anne Villagonza. Updated Today by Karen: I will find one for u